all  i  want is eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.     all  i  want  is  to  be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes 
   i'm  on an  astral  plane, slowly 
 sinking into  the  earth's embrace  
 the  snakes  like  waves  over  me  
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain   eyelids  closing  all i 
 want  is to be strapped to a  chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me 
   i  want to be healed by  an angel 
 or                a                demon