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†-:....... off, shower curtains drawn. floor full .......:-†
-:........ of dirty clothes, of garbage, and as i ........:-
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.......... [god, alien] who would bestow upon me ..........
.......... some incredible power that will set ..........
.......... everything right forever. what i don't ..........
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