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,@,@@,,@,, THIS  BODY  IS STRESSED AND I DON'T KNOW ,,,,@,@@,,
,,,@@@,,@, WHY! IT SEEMS TOO SLOW  FOR MY  TASTE? I ,,,,,,@@@,
,,,@,@@,,@ TRY TO  NUMB ITS WILL BUT IT  ONLY  GETS @,,,,,@,@@
@,,,,@@@,, MORE  FRIGHTENED BY ITS  OWN  EXISTENCE. ,@,,,,,,@@
@@,,,@,@@, AT THIS POINT  A  LOT  OF MY SUBCONCIOUS ,,@,,,,,@,
@@@,,,,@@@             IS JUST SCREAMS.             @,,@,,,,,,
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,,@@@,,,,@ I  PLAY WITH THE THOUGH  OF SEDATING IT, @@@,,@,,,,
,,@,@@,,,@ BUT   DECIDE  THAT   IT   WILL  PROBABLY @,@@,,@,,,
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