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@@,@@@,,@@ THIS BODY  IS STRESSED AND I  DON'T KNOW @@,,@@,,,@
,,@@,,@,@, WHY! IT  SEEMS  TOO SLOW FOR MY TASTE? I ,,@,@,@,,@
@,@,@,@@@@ TRY TO NUMB  ITS WILL BUT  IT ONLY  GETS @,@@@@@@,@
,@@@@@@,,, MORE  FRIGHTENED BY ITS  OWN  EXISTENCE. @@@,,,,,@@
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