stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its will  but  it  only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out