stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out