stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out