stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out