stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out