stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out