stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out