stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out