stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but it  only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out