stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out