stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out