stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to  numb its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out