stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out