stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out