stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out