stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out