stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out