stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to  numb its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out