stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out