stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out