stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out