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#&&&^^\=~¨ I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING ¨~=\^^&&&#
#&\==~¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨¨~==\&#
###&&^\=~¨ DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ¨~=\^&&###
#&\=~¨¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT  LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨~=\&#
&^=¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨=^&
##&^=¨¨¨¨¨ REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ¨¨¨¨¨=^&##
##&&^\=~~¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨~~=\^&&##
&&\\=~¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT   I ¨¨¨¨~=\\&&
###&&^\=~¨ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨~=\^&&###
&&^====~~¨ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ¨~~====^&&
###&&^\=~¨             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨~=\^&&###
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####&&\=~¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨~=\&&####
&&^\~~¨¨¨¨ INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ¨¨¨¨~~\^&&
#&^=~¨¨¨¨¨ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨¨~=^&#
###&&^\=~¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨~=\^&&###
##&^===~¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ¨¨~===^&##
###&&^\=~¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨~=\^&&###
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#&&&\~~¨¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨¨¨~~\&&&#
&&\\=¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨=\\&&
#&&^^^\=~¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE ¨~=\^^^&&#
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&&\=~¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨~=\&&
###&&^\=~¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK  IT HAS TO DO ¨~=\^&&###
###&&^\=~¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨~=\^&&###
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