Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking   To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens In  The Winter  Because  I 
 Do  Not Know  How Useful  They Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense  When  I Take 
 Them,  The  Last Few Times At Least, And 
 There  Are Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really Do Not  Like,  And  There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With   Random  Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See... For  Example,  For  A 
 Long  Time I  Could  Not  See  A Certain 
 Kind  Of Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I Should Avoid  To  Ruin All The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased Or At Least  The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,  And   Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing   Now,  They  Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before.  But Maybe I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And Making  All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me  Sometimes That  Shit, 
 What A  Load Of ConceptS This  "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours,  It Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,   Not  Actually  Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just FieldS And  Motion. 
 Now And Then I Hear  This Sound  (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is  Always  Unpleasant, I Become 
 So Stressful, But I Think  It Has  To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.