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§,,,,,,§,§ I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ,§§§,,§,,§
,§,,,,,§§§ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I §§,,§,§§,§
§§§,,,,§,, DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN §,§,§§§,§§
,,,§,,,§§, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE §§§§§,,§§,
,,,§§,,§,§ THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND §,,,,§,§,§
§,,§,§,§§§ THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§,,,§§§§§
,§,§§§§§,, REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE §§§,,§,,,,
,§§§,,,,§,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §,,§,§§,,,
,§,,§,,,§§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I §§,§§§,§,,
,§§,§§,,§, HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §,§§,,§§§,
,§,§§,§,§§ LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A CERTAIN §§§,§,§,,§
§§§§,§§§§, KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §,,§§§§§,§
,,,,§§,,,§ ... AND  I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,§,§,,,,§§
§,,,§,§,,§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,§§§§,,,§,
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§,§,,,§,§§     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    §,§,§§§§,,
§§§§,,§§§, INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN §§§§§,,,§,
§,,,§,§,,§ THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS §,,,,§,,§§
,§,,§§§§,§ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT ,§,,,§§,§,
,§§,§,,,§§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§,,§,§§§
§§,§§§,,§, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,§,§§§,,
§,§§,,§,§§             THESE THINGS UP.             §,,§§§,,§,
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§,,§§,,§§§ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §,,§,§,§,§
,§,§,§,§,, WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" §§,§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§, CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,§§,,,,,,
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§§§§,,,,,§ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY §§,,,,§§,,
§,,,§,,,,§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ,,§,,,§,§,
§§,,§§,,,§ CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S §,§§,,§§§§
,,§,§,§,,§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. §§§,§,§,,,
,,§§§§§§,§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A  REAL §,,§§§§§,,
,,§,,,,,§§    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,§,§,,,,§,
,,§§,,,,§,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,§§§§,,,§§
§,§,§,,,§§ AND  IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME §§,,,§,,§,
§§§§§§,,§, SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO DO §,§,,§§,§§
,,,,,,§,§§        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         §§§§,§,§§,
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