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,,,§§,,§,§ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND §,,,,§,§,§
§,,§,§,§§§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§,,,§§§§§
,§,§§§§§,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE §§§,,§,,,,
,§§§,,,,§, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY §,,§,§§,,,
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,§,§§,§,§§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN §§§,§,§,,§
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§§§§,,§§§, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN §§§§§,,,§,
§,,,§,§,,§ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS §,,,,§,,§§
,§,,§§§§,§ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,§,,,§§,§,
,§§,§,,,§§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§,,§,§§§
§§,§§§,,§, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,§,§§§,,
§,§§,,§,§§ THESE THINGS UP. §,,§§§,,§,
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,§,§,§,§,, WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §§,§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,§§,,,,,,
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§,,,§,,,,§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,§,,,§,§,
§§,,§§,,,§ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S §,§§,,§§§§
,,§,§,§,,§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. §§§,§,§,,,
,,§§§§§§,§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL §,,§§§§§,,
,,§,,,,,§§ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,§,§,,,,§,
,,§§,,,,§, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,§§§§,,,§§
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§§§§§§,,§, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO §,§,,§§,§§
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