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@£§$§*~^,, I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ,,^~*§$§£@
#@£§$§*~^, HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ,^~*§$§£@#
@£§$§*~^,, DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN ,,^~*§$§£@
£§$§*~^,,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE ,,,^~*§$§£
@£§$§*~^,, THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ,,^~*§$§£@
#@£§$§*~^, THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,^~*§$§£@#
@£§$§*~^,, REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE ,,^~*§$§£@
£§$§*~^,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,^~*§$§£
@£§$§*~^,, ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ,,^~*§$§£@
#@£§$§*~^, HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,^~*§$§£@#
@£§$§*~^,, LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ,,^~*§$§£@
£§$§*~^,,, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ,,,^~*§$§£
@£§$§*~^,, ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ,,^~*§$§£@
#@£§$§*~^,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,^~*§$§£@#
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#@£§$§*~^,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,^~*§$§£@#
@£§$§*~^,, INCREASED OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS  IN ,,^~*§$§£@
£§$§*~^,,, THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ,,,^~*§$§£
@£§$§*~^,, BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,^~*§$§£@
#@£§$§*~^, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ,^~*§$§£@#
@£§$§*~^,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ,,^~*§$§£@
£§$§*~^,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,^~*§$§£
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@£§$§*~^,, WHAT  A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,^~*§$§£@
#@£§$§*~^, CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,^~*§$§£@#
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#@£§$§*~^, IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,^~*§$§£@#
@£§$§*~^,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ,,^~*§$§£@
£§$§*~^,,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,,,^~*§$§£
@£§$§*~^,, THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,,^~*§$§£@
#@£§$§*~^, NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A  REAL ,^~*§$§£@#
@£§$§*~^,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,^~*§$§£@
£§$§*~^,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,,^~*§$§£
@£§$§*~^,, AND IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ,,^~*§$§£@
#@£§$§*~^, SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ,^~*§$§£@#
@£§$§*~^,,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ,,^~*§$§£@
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