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§§,,,,,§§§ I   WAS    THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING §§,,,,,,§§
§,,§§§,,§, HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ,,,§§§§,,§
,,,,§,,,,, DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN §§,,§§,,,,
§§§,,,§§§, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ,,,,,,,§§§
§§,,§,,§,, THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND §§§§§§,,§§
§,,,,,,,,, THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §§§§§,,,,§
,,§§§§§§§§ REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE §§§§,,§§,,
§,,§§§§§§§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §§§,,,,,,§
,,,,§§§§§§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I §§,,§§§§,,
§§§,,§§§§§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A §,,,,§§,,§
§§,,,,§§§§ LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ,,§§,,,,,,
,,,§§,,§§§ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,,,,§§§§,
§§,,,,,,§, ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE §§§§,,§§,,
,,,§§§§,,,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            §§§,,,,,,,
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,,,§§§§,,§     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,,,,,,§§,
§§,,§§,,,, INCREASED OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN §§§§§§,,,,
,,,,,,,§§, THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ,§§§§,,§§,
§§§§§§,,,, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ,,§§,,,,,,
,§§§§,,§§, BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,,§§§§,
,,§§,,,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL §§§§,,§§,,
§,,,,§§§§§             THESE THINGS UP.             §§§,,,,,,§
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§,,§§,,,,§ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §,,,,§§§§§
,,,,,,§§,, WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,§§,,§§§§
,§§§§,,,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,,,,,,§§,
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,,,§§,,,,, IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,,§§,,,
§§,,,,§§§, HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §§§§,,,,§§
§,,§§,,§,, CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,§§,,§§,,§
,,,,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,,,,,,,,,,
§§§§§§§§§§ NOW  AND THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ AND  IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ SO  STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        §§§§§§§§§§
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