in my first madness  i  gave names to my 
 made  up patron saints  and  there was a 
 lot  of surrounding beliefs and i had  a 
 reincarnation system all made out and  i 
        started smoking cigarettes        
                                          
                                          
 kin list:                                
                                          
 me - my angsty, depressed,               
      angry little self                   
 musho - likes colours                    
 vidmi - god of forsaken writing          
 implements                               
 naftakin - black cloak and substrate     
            for various made up worlds    
 wanja - actually i don't know this       
         person. something about          
         "leaves"? or is wanja            
         the "final fox"? (kills you)     
 heaven - the world