stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out