stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out