stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out