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&.¤@,¨@#£¨ water, stone rings and floating moss. §§¨£@¤&&,#
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§,¨¨§,#¤&¤ orange tin radio and a translucent ,#¨@¨@¨¤¨,
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&,@,&,..@¨ to get up, still looking at the ¨,#,..£¨.£
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,,¤.,,£#¤# my pockets. .¨&@#§&&¤¨
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££,@¤¤&&§@ clay figure i've never seen before. it .£@,.§#.¨.
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¤¨¨@.¨£@,# she is worried and wants me to ¨£.,§¤¨#£§
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