växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?