växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?