växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?