växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?