växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?