växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?