växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?