växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?