växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?