växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?