växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?