växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?