växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?