växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?