växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?