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......«^%# ^ ^ #%^«......
..«†^%@### ^ MIRAGE CLASS GOTH GF ^ ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### ^ ^ ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### ^†«««««.... ....«««««†^ ###@%^†«..
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......†^^@ I USED TO BE A GOTH, IN MY YOUTH, DOING @^^†......
......†^^@ CRIMES MOSTLY FROM OR IN MY BELOVED AND @^^†......
..«†^%@### TRUSTED CAR, AND SOMETIMES MY MOTHERS ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### BARN. WE LIVED JUST OUTSIDE TOWN, A ###@%^†«..
..«††^^^@# GROVE AT THE END OF A DIRT ROAD, AND #@^^^††«..
......«†%# THE BARN WAS PLACED SO YOU COULD JUST #%†«......
.....««†^@ MAKE OUT THE SURROUNDING FIELDS THROUGH @^†««.....
..«††††^^@ THE TREES. @^^††††«..
.......†^@ @^†.......
..«†^%@### MY CAR WAS BLACK AND LOUD, BOTH THE ###@%^†«..
...«††^@## ENGINE AND THE WAY THE PARTS DIDN'T ##@^††«...
..«†^%@### REALLY STICK TOGETHER. I TOOK MY ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### CRIMEFRIEND FOR RIDES, IN THE DARK, THE ###@%^†«..
....«^^%@# ETERNAL DARK THAT SEEMED TO SURROUND #@%^^«....
.....†^@## US. SHE SEEMED TO CAST THIS VEIL OVER ##@^†.....
..«†^%@### EVERYTHING. HER BLACK SKIRT REACHED TO ###@%^†«..
..«†^%%@## HER KNEES BUT THEN SOMEHOW ALSO BACK ##@%%^†«..
.......†%@ AROUND, ENVELOPING ALL MY MEMORIES OF @%†.......
..«†^%@### OUR TIME TOGETHER. ###@%^†«..
..««†^^@@# #@@^^†««..
..«††^%%@# THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. SOMETIMES #@%%^††«..
.....««†%@ THE BLOOD WAS HER RED LIPSTICK OR HER @%†««.....
..«†%@#### CHECKERED SHIRT. SHE WAS ON TELEVISION. ####@%†«..
......†%%# WE DID CRIME, AND WE MADE WEIRD #%%†......
..«†^%%@@# STRUCTURES IN THE BARN, TALL PILLARS OF #@@%%^†«..
..«†^%@### DARK WOOD, LADDERS AND PLATEAUS, FIRES ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### AND FAIRY LIGHTS. WE WOULD SLEEP THERE ###@%^†«..
.......†%@ AND DRINK THERE AND SHE WOULD GO IN THE @%†.......
..«†^%@### TELEVISION. ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### AND THEN THE SUN CAME OUT, AND SHE WENT ###@%^†«..
......†%%# AWAY. EVERYTHING CHANGED... I YEARNED, #%%†......
..«†^%@### AND THE WORLD BECAME DULL AROUND ME. ###@%^†«..
....«†%@## ##@%†«....
..«†^%@### I STOPPED DOING CRIME, EXCEPT WHEN ###@%^†«..
....«†%@@# NECESSARRY. THINGS SOMEHOW SEEMED LIKE #@@%†«....
..«†^%@### THEY WERE ALLRIGHT, MOULDED IN PLACE, ###@%^†«..
.....†^%@@ AND I LOATHED IT ------ I MISSED HER @@%^†.....
..«†^%@### SO MUCH. ###@%^†«..
......†%## ##%†......
..«†%@#### ####@%†«..
..«†^%@### «««««... ...««««« ###@%^†«..
.....†^%## ##%^†.....
..«†^%@@## ##@@%^†«..
..«††††^^@ I SEARCHED FOR HER, BUT NOBODY HAD ANY @^^††††«..
......††^@ MEMORIES OF HER. NOT SO MUCH OF ME @^††......
..«†^%@### EITHER, FROM THE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER. ###@%^†«..
..«†^^%@## MY MOTHER SAID I KEPT TO MYSELF IN THE ##@%^^†«..
..«†%@#### BARN, OR IN THE CAR. ####@%†«..
..«†^%@### ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@@@# SOMETIMES I COULD STILL SEE HER #@@@%^†«..
....†^^^%@ FLASHING BY ON THE TV IN THE BARN. @%^^^†....
..«†^%@### EVERYTHING WAS BLACK THEN, FOR A ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### MOMENT. I REMEMBERED HER LAUGH AND KNEW ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### WE HAD DONE CRIMES TOGETHER, THAT IT ###@%^†«..
.....«^%## HAD BEEN REAL... ##%^«.....
...««^^^^@ @^^^^««...
..«†††^^%@ @%^^†††«..
......«†%@ «««««... ...««««« @%†«......
..«†^%@### ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### ###@%^†«..
..«†^%#### I DIED BY GETTING SHOT IN THE HEAD ####%^†«..
.....«^@@# WHILE RAMMING THE FENCE TO A MILITARY #@@^«.....
..«†^%@### FACILITY. BY THIS TIME THEY HAD BEEN ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### CHASING ME FOR DAYS. I LOST CONTROL ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### OVER THE CAR, CRASHED IT INTO A ROCK ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### WALL AND FLEW OUT THE WINDSHIELD. ###@%^†«..
.«†^%@#### ####@%^†«.
..«†^%@### AND THEN I GOT UP, AND LOOKED AROUND. ###@%^†«..
.....††^@# IT WAS DARK, WHERE IT PREVIOUSLY HAD #@^††.....
..«†^%@### BEEN A BRIGHT DAY. AROUND ME WHERE ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### DOZENS OF CRASHED CARS, ALL MY CAR, ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### SOME ON FIRE. ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### ###@%^†«..
..«†^%@### THE GROUND WAS STICKY, RED. ###@%^†«..
..«†^%%%## ##%%%^†«..
....««†%%@ AND THEN I REALIZED THAT I KNEW THIS @%%†««....
..««††^%## DARKNESS. I KNEW THE WAY THE SKY ##%^††««..
..«††††^%# TOUCHED THE GROUND. THIS WAS HER DOING! #%^††††«..
..«†^%@### SHE WAS HERE! ###@%^†«..
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