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¨-«////^%# crimes mostly from or in my beloved and #%^////«-¨
¨-«/^%£### trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### barn. we lived just outside town, a ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### grove at the end of a dirt road, and ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### the barn was placed so you could just ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%%%## make out the surrounding fields through ##%%%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### the trees. ###£%^/«-¨
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¨-«/^%#### my car was black and loud, both the ####%^/«-¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨-/%£ engine and the way the parts didn't £%/-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨-«/^%£### really stick together. i took my ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### eternal dark that seemed to surround ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/%£#### us. she seemed to cast this veil over ####£%/«-¨
¨¨-----/%# everything. her black skirt reached to #%/-----¨¨
¨-«/^%£### her knees but then somehow also back ###£%^/«-¨
¨--«//%%%£ around, enveloping all my memories of £%%%//«--¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨«/%# our time together. #%/«¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨-«/^%£### there was blood everywhere. sometimes ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^£#### the blood was her red lipstick or her ####£^/«-¨
¨-«/^£#### checkered shirt. she was on television. ####£^/«-¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨«^£# we did crime, and we made weird #£^«¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨-«/^%£### structures in the barn, tall pillars of ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### and fairy lights. we would sleep there ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### and drink there and she would go in the ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### television. ###£%^/«-¨
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¨¨¨¨---«^£ and then the sun came out, and she went £^«---¨¨¨¨
¨-«/^%£### away. everything changed... i yearned, ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### and the world became dull around me. ###£%^/«-¨
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¨-«/^%£### i stopped doing crime, except when ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### necessarry. things somehow seemed like ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### they were allright, moulded in place, ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### and i loathed it ------ i missed her ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£££# so much. #£££%^/«-¨
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¨-«/^%£### i searched for her, but nobody had any ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### memories of her. not so much of me ###£%^/«-¨
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¨-«///^%## my mother said i kept to myself in the ##%^///«-¨
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¨-«/^%£### sometimes i could still see her ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%££## flashing by on the tv in the barn. ##££%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### everything was black then, for a ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### we had done crimes together, that it ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### had been real... ###£%^/«-¨
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¨¨¨¨-/^%£# while ramming the fence to a military #£%^/-¨¨¨¨
¨-«///^%## facility. by this time they had been ##%^///«-¨
¨¨¨¨¨-/^%£ chasing me for days. i lost control £%^/-¨¨¨¨¨
¨-«/^£#### over the car, crashed it into a rock ####£^/«-¨
¨¨¨¨-«/%£# wall and flew out the windshield. #£%/«-¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨-«^%# and then i got up, and looked around. #%^«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨-«/^%#### it was dark, where it previously had ####%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### been a bright day. around me where ###£%^/«-¨
¨¨¨¨-«^^£# dozens of crashed cars, all my car, #£^^«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨-«//%%£# some on fire. #£%%//«-¨¨
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¨-«««/^^%# the ground was sticky, red. #%^^/«««-¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨-/^£ and then i realized that i knew this £^/-¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨-«/^%£### darkness. i knew the way the sky ###£%^/«-¨
¨-«/^%£### touched the ground. this was her doing! ###£%^/«-¨
¨¨¨¨¨«^^£# she was here! #£^^«¨¨¨¨¨
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