maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why the collective  subconscious 
 works.   similarly,  history  is  always 
 defined  by   what   we  think   it  is. 
                                          
 battle  between  fungal species?  are we 
 too  powerful   and   will  create   the 
 mushroom  again,       inside? 
                                          
 dreams are  of the network. "gateway  to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:   "plastic"    and    "fruit" 
     (bassically    inorganic   and     
         organic   materials)         
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to  thin out the border 
 between   dream   and  reality.  between 
 dream and  dream. last one told me  that 
 work was  caging me in  a damp  and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash me at  work by  having my 
 password be bad  for  my  fingers, makes 
 me  physically  ill to type it, and then 
 they  reject  fourty percent of my login 
 attempts  to  have  me  type   it  more, 
                                          
 i call  an emergency hotline:  "we can't 
 tell  you  what's  wrong  with you. your 
 story  is   your  own,   nobody  elses."