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&&...&..&. not actually a palace. a cottage in the ........&.
&&&...&..& woods (temperate climate, rains every ..........
&.&&...&.. other day, springs and streams and ..........
..&&&...&. mysterious iron and stone artifacts, &.........
..&.&&...& birdland-ish eternal spring (late .&........
....&&&... spring)) ..&.......
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........&& i wake up every morning at six am. it's .&&&..&...
........&. dark, and the stars are out, but the .&.&&..&..
.......... sun is about to rise. its a long day, ...&&&..&.
.......... before it fades to night again, and ...&.&&..&
&......... then it stays so until i fall asleep. &....&&&..
.&........ it doesn't rise unless i've had my &&...&.&&.
..&....... dreams. &&&....&&&
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&&..&..... ยง ..&&&....&
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.&&&..&... in this cottage there's a lot of radio ....&&&...
.&.&&..&.. equipment, sound stuff, synths, tape ....&.&&..
...&&&..&. players. pen and paper, books, cameras, ......&&&.
...&.&&..& mirrors, prisms, and various things to &.....&.&&
&....&&&.. do art with. the fridge is filled with &&......&&
&&...&.&&. differet foods, all of them intriguing, .&&.....&.
&&&....&&& slightly weird. .&&&......
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....&&&... i have friends - there's a cat, and a &&...&&&..
....&.&&.. dog (who is ridicolously large and &&&..&.&&.
......&&&. wants to be the big spoon). i listen to &.&&...&&&
&.....&.&& the shortwave radio, and transmit a bit ..&&&..&.&
&&......&& myself, songs and poetry, and found ..&.&&...&
.&&.....&. sounds from the forest. the others tell ....&&&..&
.&&&...... of their lives, play the guitar for me, ....&.&&..
.&.&&..... and tell tales of the old world. i &.....&&&.
...&&&.... consider them friends as well. &&....&.&&
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&.&&...&&& most importantly, there's a two square ..&.&&....
..&&&..&.& meter area on the floor where i can ....&&&...
..&.&&...& "save" things. whatever i put in here ....&.&&..
....&&&..& will not be affected by the nightly &.....&&&.
....&.&&.. reset. everything else, however, is .&....&.&&
&.....&&&. completely reset overnight: synth ..&.....&&
&&....&.&& patches removed, food uneaten, wounds &..&....&.
&&&.....&& healed, and wherever and whenever i'd .&..&.....
&.&&....&. fall asleep i'd always wake up fully ..&..&....
..&&&..... rested in my bed. sometimes there's ...&..&...
..&.&&.... accidents where i lose stuff by &...&..&..
....&&&... forgetting to put them in the square. &&...&..&.
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..&.....&& at night, i have demi-lucid dreams ..&.&&...&
&..&....&. where the spirits of the forest around ....&&&...
.&..&..... the cottage tries to communicate. here, ....&.&&..
..&..&.... it's not endless but connected to a ......&&&.
...&..&... large sprawling city, where my radio ......&.&&
&...&..&.. friends live. we go exploring together ........&&
&&...&..&. - things are deep and dark - but unlike ........&.
&&&...&..& me, they never remember during the day. ..........
&.&&...&.. this is a mystery we often discuss. ..........
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