some kind of fever dream where      
 everything  is politics  and a gun fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal  damage to 
 ourselves, or no damage,  according to a 
 weird system  i  never  understand,  and 
 the whole  dream is about  wanting  to 
 understand,  it's very  pressing, it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand