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,@,,@,@@,@                 ,,%#%,,                  ,@,,@@,@,@
@@,@@@,@@,             ,-\£########£\-,             @@,@,@@@@@
,@@,,@@,@,         ,,,--~£# dreams #£~--,,,         ,@@@@,,,,,
@,@,@,@@@@             ,-\£########£\-,             @,,,@,,,,,
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,@,,,,,,@@                                          ,,@,,,,,@,
@@,,,,,@,@         internal visionary state         ,@@,,,,@@,
,@,,,,@@@@                                          @,@,,,@,@@
@@,,,@,,,@            the spirit travels            @@@,,@@@,@
,@,,@@,,@@                                          ,,@,@,,@@,
@@,@,@,@,,             ,-\£########£\-,             ,@@@@,@,@,
,@@@@@@@,@                    ,~,                   @,,,@@@@@@
@,,,,,,@@,                                          @,,@,,,,,@
@,,,,,@,@,                  a cost                  @,@@,,,,@,
@,,,,@@@@,                (anecdote)                @@,@,,,@@@
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@,,@@,,@,,                    --                    @,,@,@@,,@
@,@,@,@@,@                                          @,@@@,@,@,
@@@@@@,@@@ i  wake  suddenly,   and  for  a  second @@,,@@@@@@
,,,,,@@,,, everything is completely  calm  and dead ,@,@,,,,,,
,,,,@,@,,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i @@@@,,,,,,
,,,@@@@,,, slowly  start  to  piece   together   my ,,,@,,,,,,
,,@,,,@,,@        consciousness and my body.        ,,@@,,,,,,
,@@,,@@,@@                                          ,@,@,,,,,,
@,@,@,@@,@ then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel @@@@,,,,,,
@@@@@@,@@,    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   ,,,@,,,,,@
,,,,,@@,@@                                          ,,@@,,,,@,
,,,,@,@@,@                    ,,                    ,@,@,,,@@,
,,,@@@,@@,                                          @@@@,,@,@,
,,@,,@@,@@ there are circles and  crosses inscribed ,,,@,@@@@,
,@@,@,@@,@ all  over my  vision, pressing in, being ,,@@@,,,@,
@,@@@@,@@@ almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ,@,,@,,@@,
@@,,,@@,,@     their internal logic changing and    @@,@@,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like ,@@,@@@@,,
@@,@@@@@@, language,  sentences  i can't hide from, @,@@,,,@,,
,@@,,,,,@@ forcefully transcribed  in my mind,  and @@,@,,@@,@
@,@,,,,@,@           doing damage there.            ,@@@,@,@@@
@@@,,,@@@,                                          @,,@@@@,,,
,,@,,@,,@, then  i  realize  i can't hear  anything @,@,,,@,,@
,@@,@@,@@@     because there's something there      @@@,,@@,@@
@,@@,@@,,@    already, droning everything out, a    ,,@,@,@@,@
@@,@@,@,@@ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ,@@@@@,@@,
,@@,@@@@,,         particular microtonality.        @,,,,@@,@@
@,@@,,,@,@                                          @,,,@,@@,@
@@,@,,@@@,                    --                    @,,@@@,@@,
,@@@,@,,@,                                          @,@,,@@,@@
@,,@@@,@@@ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's @@@,@,@@,@
@,@,,@@,,@             almost mocking.              ,,@@@@,@@,
@@@,@,@,@@                                          ,@,,,@@,@@
,,@@@@@@,, i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to @@,,@,@@,,
,@,,,,,@,, escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ,@,@@@,@,,
@@,,,,@@,, relief, such is my  nature.  turning the @@@,,@@@,,
,@,,,@,@,,    lights on does nothing... getting     ,,@,@,,@,@
@@,,@@@@,@  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,@@@@,@@@@
,@,@,,,@@, does noting...  but  time  does -  after @,,,@@,,,,
@@@@,,@,@@     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     @,,@,@,,,,
,,,@,@@@,, doubting  anything  of this happened  in @,@@@@,,,@
,,@@@,,@,,             the first place.             @@,,,@,,@@
,@,,@,@@,@                                          ,@,,@@,@,@
@@,@@@,@@, my eyes are still  tense though, scared. @@,@,@@@@@
,@@,,@@,@, i    don't   know    what    to    make. ,@@@@,,,,,
@,@,@,@@@@                                          @,,,@,,,,,
@@@@@@,,,,              but i'm tired.              @,,@@,,,,@
,,,,,@,,,@                                          @,@,@,,,@,
,,,,@@,,@@                    ,                     @@@@@,,@@,
,,,@,@,@,@                  --~\~--                 ,,,,@,@,@,
,,@@@@@@@,                     ,                    ,,,@@@@@@,
,@,,,,,,@@                                          ,,@,,,,,@,
@@,,,,,@,@ this can happen  if you wander too  far, ,@@,,,,@@,
,@,,,,@@@@ i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless @,@,,,@,@@
@@,,,@,,,@              when dreaming?              @@@,,@@@,@
,@,,@@,,@@ i  imagine a prick  on the nose,  that's ,,@,@,,@@,
@@,@,@,@,, what these are. like you do with  a  cat ,@@@@,@,@,
,@@@@@@@,@ who  comes to  close to your sandwich... @,,,@@@@@@
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