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¨¨¨§§§§§§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨¨§§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
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¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §§¨§¨§§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨§§§§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨¨¨§§¨§§¨¨
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§§§¨¨¨¨¨§§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨§§¨¨§§¨¨
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§§¨§§¨¨¨§§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§¨§§§§§§§
¨¨§§¨§¨¨§¨ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨ WHEN DREAMING? §§¨§¨§¨¨¨§
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¨§§¨§§§§§¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§
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