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§§,§,§§§,§ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I §,§§§§§§,§
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§§§§,,§§§§ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,§,§§,,,§§
,,,,§,§,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§§§,§,,§,
,,,,§§§§,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE §§,,§§§,§§
§,,,§,,,§, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,,§,§,,§§,
§§,,§§,,§§ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I §,§§§§,§,§
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§,§§§§§§§§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN §§,§,,§,,,
§§§,,,,,,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS §,§§§,§§,,
§,,§,,,,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,§§,,§§,§,
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,,,,§§,,§§ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,§,,,§,§,
,,,,§,§,§, BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT §,§§,,§§§§
§,,,§§§§§§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§,§,§,,,
§§,,§,,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL §,,§§§§§,,
§,§,§§,,,, THESE THINGS UP. §§,§,,,,§,
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§§,,,§,§§, WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,§§,,,§§,§
,,§,,§§§,§ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE §§,§,,§,§§
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,§,§§§§§§, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §,§§,,,,,,
,§§§,,,,,§ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S §§§,§,,,,,
,§,,§,,,,§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. §,,§§§,,,,
,§§,§§,,,§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL §§,§,,§,,,
,§,§§,§,,§ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME §,§§§,§§,,
,§§§,§§§,§ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. §§§,,§§,§,
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§§§,§,§,§, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,§,§§§§§,,
§,,§§§§§§§ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. §§§§,,,,§,
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