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#@@@¤=\«^. I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING .^«\=¤@@@#
#@@@¤=\«^. HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I .^«\=¤@@@#
##@@¤=\«^. DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN .^«\=¤@@##
@@@¤¤=\«^. ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE .^«\=¤¤@@@
@@¤=\«.... THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ....«\=¤@@
#@@@¤=\«^. THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I .^«\=¤@@@#
@¤===«««^. REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE .^«««===¤@
@¤==««^... ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ...^««==¤@
@@¤\«..... ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I .....«\¤@@
#@@@¤=\«^. HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A .^«\=¤@@@#
@@@@¤=\«^. LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN .^«\=¤@@@@
@=\\\\«... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ...«\\\\=@
@@¤=««.... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ....««=¤@@
#@@@¤=\«^. SEASONS THIS WAY. .^«\=¤@@@#
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@@¤=««.... HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ....««=¤@@
#@@@¤=\«^. INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN .^«\=¤@@@#
@@@@¤=\«^. THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS .^«\=¤@@@@
#@@@¤=\«^. BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT .^«\=¤@@@#
#@@@¤=\«^. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .^«\=¤@@@#
@@=«^^.... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ....^^«=@@
#@@@¤=\«^. THESE THINGS UP. .^«\=¤@@@#
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@@=\\^.... IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ....^\\=@@
#@@@¤=\«^. WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" .^«\=¤@@@#
#@@@¤=\«^. CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE .^«\=¤@@@#
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@@@¤=«^... IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ...^«=¤@@@
@@@==«^^.. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ..^^«==@@@
#@@@¤=\«^. CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S .^«\=¤@@@#
@¤=««..... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. .....««=¤@
@¤\«...... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ......«\¤@
##@@¤=\«^. SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME .^«\=¤@@##
#@@@¤=\«^. "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. .^«\=¤@@@#
##@@@¤\«^. AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .^«\¤@@@##
#@@@¤=\«^. SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO .^«\=¤@@@#
@¤\«...... WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ......«\¤@
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