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,§§,,§,§§, I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ,,§,§,§,,§
§§,§,§§§,§ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I §,§§§§§§,§
,,§§§§,,§§ DO NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN §§§,,,,,§§
§,§,,,§,§, ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §,,§,,,,§,
§§§§,,§§§§ THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ,§,§§,,,§§
,,,,§,§,,, THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§§§,§,,§,
,,,,§§§§,, REALLY  DO NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE §§,,§§§,§§
§,,,§,,,§,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,§,§,,§§,
§§,,§§,,§§ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I §,§§§§,§,§
,,§,§,§,§, HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,§§,,,§§§§
§,§§§§§§§§ LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN §§,§,,§,,,
§§§,,,,,,, KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §,§§§,§§,,
§,,§,,,,,, ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ,§§,,§§,§,
§§,§§,,,,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             §§,§,§,§§§
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§,§,,§,§§,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,§,§,,,§,
§§§§,§§§,§ INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ,,§§§§,,§§
,,,,§§,,§§ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,§,,,§,§,
,,,,§,§,§, BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT §,§§,,§§§§
§,,,§§§§§§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§,§,§,,,
§§,,§,,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL §,,§§§§§,,
§,§,§§,,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             §§,§,,,,§,
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§,,,,§§,§§ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, §,§§§§,§§,
§§,,,§,§§, WHAT  A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,§§,,,§§,§
,,§,,§§§,§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE §§,§,,§,§§
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§,,§,§,§,, IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §§,§§§§§§§
,§,§§§§§§, HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §,§§,,,,,,
,§§§,,,,,§ CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S §§§,§,,,,,
,§,,§,,,,§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. §,,§§§,,,,
,§§,§§,,,§ NOW AND THEN  I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL §§,§,,§,,,
,§,§§,§,,§    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     §,§§§,§§,,
,§§§,§§§,§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §§§,,§§,§,
,§,,§§,,§§ AND IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME §,,§,§,§§§
§§§,§,§,§, SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ,§,§§§§§,,
§,,§§§§§§§         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        §§§§,,,,§,
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