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&&&%%\^¨¨¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨¨¨^\%%&&&
###@&%\~^¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨^~\%&@###
@&&\^^¨¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨¨¨^^\&&@
@&&%~~~~^¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨^~~~~%&&@
@@&&&%\~^¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨^~\%&&&@@
&&&&&%\~^¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨^~\%&&&&&
##@&&%\~^¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨^~\%&&@##
@&%%\^¨¨¨¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨¨¨¨^\%%&@
##@&&%\~^¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨^~\%&&@##
@@@&&%\~^¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨^~\%&&@@@
@&&\^^¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨^^\&&@
##@&&%\~^¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨^~\%&&@##
##@&&%\~^¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨^~\%&&@##
&%\~^¨¨¨¨¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨¨¨¨¨^~\%&
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@@&&%\\~^¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨^~\\%&&@@
##@&&%\~^¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨^~\%&&@##
#&&&&%\~^¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨^~\%&&&&#
#@@&&%\~^¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨^~\%&&@@#
#@&&&%\~^¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨^~\%&&&@#
##@&&%\~^¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨^~\%&&@##
##@&&%\~^¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨^~\%&&@##
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@&\^¨¨¨¨¨¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨¨¨¨¨¨^\&@
##@&&%\~^¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨^~\%&&@##
###&&%\~^¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨^~\%&&###
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&%%%\^¨¨¨¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨¨¨¨^\%%%&
&%%~^¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨^~%%&
#@@&&%\~^¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨^~\%&&@@#
&&\~^¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨^~\&&
###@&&\~^¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨^~\&&@###
@@&&%\\~^¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨^~\\%&&@@
&&&&&%\~^¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨^~\%&&&&&
###@&&%\~^ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ^~\%&&@###
##@&&%\~^¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨^~\%&&@##
##@&&%\~^¨ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¨^~\%&&@##
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