växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?