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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"              
                                                              
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           still unknown  to me, other than through           
              dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they may be  dark and monochrome.           
        ,                they may not.                     *  
                                                              
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with               .
                something organic inside, being               
           corrupted before your eyes  - turning to           
           ash,  but there's no flame. you  hold it    ,      
           up  to your  nose,  suck it  in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.   exit  to  the  balcony.           
                                                          ¨   
           here  on  the  fifth floor,  with a view           
           over   the  parking  lot,  things  start           
                 folding into each other, like        ,       
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
           into each  other.  creases are flattened           
           out, distances  disappear, the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
         ~ suddenly  light  falls  on  the  edge of           
           everything rather than  the surface:  it           
                   all goes completely dark.