¨¨¨¨&&¨&¨& ¨&&&&¨&¨¨&
&¨¨¨&¨&&&& ¨&¨¨¨&&&¨&
¨&¨¨&&&¨¨¨ &&&¨¨&¨¨&&
&&&¨&¨¨&¨¨ &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨¨&&&¨&&¨ ¨&¨&&&¨&&&
¨&¨&¨¨&&¨& WINDS ESKER ¨&&&¨¨&&¨¨
¨&&&&¨&¨&& »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
¨&¨¨¨&&&&¨ &&&¨&&&&&&
&&&¨¨&¨¨¨& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS ¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨¨& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨¨¨
&&¨&&&¨&¨& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &¨¨&&&&¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨&&&& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN ¨&¨&¨¨¨&¨¨
&&&¨&¨&¨¨¨ ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &&&&&¨¨&&¨
&¨¨&&&&&¨¨ FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY &¨¨¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨ TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING ¨&¨¨¨&&&&&
&&&&&¨¨¨&& KEPT ME AWAY. &&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨ ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨&&¨&& WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &¨¨&&&¨&¨¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&&¨ HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &&¨&¨¨&&&¨
&&&&¨&&&¨& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &¨&&&¨&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &&&¨¨&&&¨&
&¨¨¨&¨&¨&¨ THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨&&
¨&¨¨&&&&&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &¨¨&&&&¨&¨
¨&&¨&¨¨¨¨¨ BLUEBERRIES. &&¨&¨¨¨&&&
&&¨&&&¨¨¨¨ &¨&&&¨¨&¨¨
&¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨ WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO &&&¨¨&¨&&¨
&&&¨&¨&&¨¨ NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE &¨¨&¨&&&¨&
¨¨¨&&&&¨&¨ SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &&¨&&&¨¨&&
&¨¨&¨¨¨&&& DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY ¨¨&&¨¨&¨&¨
&&¨&&¨¨&¨¨ WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &¨&¨&¨&&&&
¨¨&&¨&¨&&¨ STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &&&&&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨&&&&¨& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD &¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨&& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&¨¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨ THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &¨&¨¨¨¨&¨&
&¨&&¨&&¨&& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &&&&¨¨¨&&&
¨&&¨&&¨&&¨ &¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨
¨&¨&&¨&&¨& THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS ¨&¨¨&&¨&&¨
¨&&&¨&&¨&& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND &&&¨&¨&&¨&
&&¨¨&&¨&&¨ BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED ¨¨¨&&&&¨&&
¨¨&¨&¨&&¨& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &¨¨&¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&&&&¨&& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &&¨&&¨¨&¨&
&¨&¨¨¨¨&&¨ POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE ¨¨&&¨&¨&&&
¨&&&¨¨¨&¨& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY &¨&¨&&&&¨¨
¨&¨¨&¨¨&&& UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES ¨&&&&¨¨¨&¨
¨&&¨&&¨&¨¨ AWAY. &&¨¨¨&¨¨&&
&&¨&&¨&&&¨ ¨¨&¨¨&&¨&¨
&¨&&¨&&¨¨& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE ¨¨&&¨&¨&&&
¨&&¨&&¨&¨& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, &¨&¨&&&&¨¨
¨&¨&&¨&&&& FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T ¨&&&&¨¨¨&¨
¨&&&¨&&¨¨¨ REMEMBER. &&¨¨¨&¨¨&&
&&¨¨&&¨&¨¨ ¨¨&¨¨&&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&&&¨ CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF ¨¨&&¨&¨&&&
¨&&&&&&¨¨& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME ¨¨&¨&&&&¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &¨&&&¨¨¨&¨
¨&&¨¨¨¨&&& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH ¨&&¨¨&¨¨&&
&&¨&¨¨¨&¨¨ THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED &&¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨&&&¨¨&&¨ INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE ¨¨&&&&¨&&&
¨&&¨¨&¨&¨& GROUND ITSELF. &¨&¨¨¨&&¨¨
¨&¨&¨&&&&& ¨&&&¨¨&¨&¨
¨&&&&&¨¨¨¨ SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE &&¨¨&¨&&&&
&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I &¨&¨&&&¨¨¨
&¨&¨¨¨&&¨¨ SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &&&&&¨¨&¨¨
&&&&¨¨&¨&¨ THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨
&¨¨¨&¨&&&& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE ¨&¨¨¨&&&¨&
¨&¨¨&&&¨¨¨ TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, &&&¨¨&¨¨&&
&&&¨&¨¨&¨¨ THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &¨¨&¨&&¨&¨
&¨¨&&&¨&&¨ FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE ¨&¨&&&¨&&&
¨&¨&¨¨&&¨& FORK. ¨&&&¨¨&&¨¨
¨&&&&¨&¨&& ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
¨&¨¨¨&&&&¨ AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. &&&¨&&&&&&
&&&¨¨&¨¨¨& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. ¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&¨&&¨¨& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨¨¨
&&¨&&&¨&¨& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &¨¨&&&&¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨&&&& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP ¨&¨&¨¨¨&¨¨
&&&¨&¨&¨¨¨ ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &&&&&¨¨&&¨
&¨¨&&&&&¨¨ I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS &¨¨¨¨&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨ FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE ¨&¨¨¨&&&&&
&&&&&¨¨¨&& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. &&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨ ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨&&¨&& »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» &¨¨&&&¨&¨¨
&¨&¨¨&¨&&¨ &&¨&¨¨&&&¨
&&&&¨&&&¨& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &¨&&&¨&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &&&¨¨&&&¨&
&¨¨¨&¨&¨&¨ ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨&&
¨&¨¨&&&&&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &¨¨&&&&¨&¨
¨&&¨&¨¨¨¨¨ &&¨&¨¨¨&&&
&&¨&&&¨¨¨¨ &¨&&&¨¨&¨¨
&¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨ &&&¨¨&¨&&¨
&&&¨&¨&&¨¨ &¨¨&¨&&&¨&
¨¨¨&&&&¨&¨ &&¨&&&¨¨&&