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.&.&&.&.&& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& KEPT ME AWAY. &..&.&.&.&
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.&..&.&..& WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& BLUEBERRIES. &..&.&.&.&
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.&..&.&..& WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. &.&&.&.&.&
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.&.&&.&.&& THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& AWAY. &.&&.&.&.&
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.&.&&.&.&& I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& REMEMBER. &..&.&.&.&
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.&..&.&..& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& GROUND ITSELF. &..&.&.&.&
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.&..&.&..& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& FORK. &..&.&.&.&
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.&..&.&..& AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. &..&.&.&.&
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.&..&.&..& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &.&&.&.&.&
.&..&.&..& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &..&.&.&.&
.&.&&.&.&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? &.&&.&.&.&
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