jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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¨¨&¨¨&¨&&& i felt the all too familiar ¨&¨¨&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&&¨&&&¨¨ constriction of everything, the ¨&&¨&¨¨&¨¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨&¨ vividness of sound and colors, and the &&¨&&&¨&&¨
¨¨&&&¨&¨&& narrowed attention span. &¨&&¨¨&&¨&
&¨&¨¨&&&&¨ ¨&&¨&¨&¨&&
¨&&&¨&¨¨¨& here it comes, i thought. ¨&¨&&&&&&¨
¨&¨¨&&&¨¨& &&&&¨¨¨¨¨&
&&&¨&¨¨&¨& some birds tweeted and the sound ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&
¨¨¨&&&¨&&& reverberated in my head, seemingly ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨&
&¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨ "behind" all other sound, like when you ¨¨¨¨&¨&¨¨&
¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨ daydream and see what you imagine ¨¨¨¨&&&&¨&
&&&&¨&&&&& clearer than what you look at. ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨&&
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ &¨¨¨&&¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨&¨&¨¨¨ as i walked toward my bike i noticed ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&&
&¨¨¨&&&&¨¨ that there was a strange humming sound ¨&&¨&&&&&¨
&&¨¨&¨¨¨&¨ going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨&
¨¨&¨&&¨¨&& monotone thing coming from seemingly ¨&&&¨&¨¨¨&
&¨&&&¨&¨&¨ all directions, acting as a backdrop &&¨¨&&&¨¨&
¨&&¨¨&&&&& for all other sound. ¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
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¨¨&&&&&¨¨¨ as i rode toward my house i understood &&&¨¨¨&&¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ that this hum was in the other "sound &¨¨&¨¨&¨&¨
¨¨&&¨¨¨&&¨ space" as well. &&¨&&¨&&&&
&¨&¨&¨¨&¨& ¨¨&&¨&&¨¨¨
&&&&&&¨&&& (i recorded myself singing in tune with ¨¨&¨&&¨&¨¨
&¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨ the sound, so i could find it on the ¨¨&&&¨&&&¨
&&¨¨¨¨&¨&¨ piano later. it was a g sharp). ¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨&
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&¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨ &¨&¨&&&&&&
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¨&¨¨&&&&&¨ things lost all sense of proportion; ¨¨&&&&&&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨ when i looked at them they would fill ¨¨¨&&&&&¨¨
&&&&¨¨&¨¨& my entire vision, and without anything &&¨¨&&&¨¨&
&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ changing visually they would oscillate &¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨&&&&&& between being percieved as very small ¨¨&&¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&&&& or enourmously big. ¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
&&&&¨¨&&&¨ &&&&¨¨¨&&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ in the middle of the day in a forest ¨&&¨¨&¨¨&&
&&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ with nobody around, i got struck by ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&& fear and climbed a great height. my &&&&&&&&¨¨
¨¨&&&&¨¨&& inner organs were tugged by a second &&&&&&&¨¨¨
&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨& gravity. this made me feel very ill, ¨&&&&&¨¨&&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨ but it lessened if i complied and ¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨&
¨&&&&¨¨¨¨¨ lunged my body in the felt direction. &¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&& this is when i found a dark orb &&&&&&&&¨¨
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