stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out