maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is  why the collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,  history   is  always 
 defined   by   what   we  think  it  is. 
                                          
 battle  between fungal  species? are  we 
 too   powerful  and   will  create   the 
 mushroom   again,      inside? 
                                          
 dreams are of  the network. "gateway  to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"    and   "fruit" 
     (bassically   inorganic    and     
        organic    materials)         
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to  thin out the border 
 between   dream  and  reality.   between 
 dream  and dream. last  one told me that 
 work  was  caging me in a damp  and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they  brainwash me  at work by having my 
 password  be bad  for  my fingers, makes 
 me physically  ill to type it, and  then 
 they  reject fourty percent of  my login 
 attempts  to  have   me  type  it  more, 
                                          
 i  call an emergency hotline: "we  can't 
 tell  you  what's  wrong with  you. your 
 story  is   your   own,  nobody  elses."