maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why  the collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,   history  is  always 
 defined  by   what   we  think  it   is. 
                                          
 battle  between fungal species?  are  we 
 too  powerful  and   will   create   the 
 mushroom   again,      inside? 
                                          
 dreams are  of the network. "gateway  to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:   "plastic"    and    "fruit" 
     (bassically    inorganic    and    
        organic    materials)         
                                          
 i'd pay in blood  to thin out the border 
 between  dream  and   reality.   between 
 dream and  dream. last one  told me that 
 work was caging  me in  a  damp and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they  brainwash me  at work by having my 
 password be  bad for  my  fingers, makes 
 me physically ill to  type it,  and then 
 they reject fourty percent  of my  login 
 attempts  to  have  me   type  it  more, 
                                          
 i call an emergency hotline:  "we  can't 
 tell  you  what's  wrong  with you. your 
 story   is   your  own,  nobody  elses."