stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out