stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to  numb its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out