stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out