stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out