stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out