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@@@@,,@,,@                  stress                  @,,@@,,@@@
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@,,,,@@@,, this body is stressed  and i don't  know ,,@@@@,,,,
,,@@,,@,,@ why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i @,,@@,,@@,
@,,,,,,,,, try  to numb  its  will but it only gets ,,,,,,,,,,
,,@@@@@@@@ more frightened by  its  own  existence. ,@@@@@@@@,
@,,@@@@@@@ at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious ,,@@@@@@,,
,,,,@@@@@,             is just screams.             @,,@@@@,,,
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@@,,,,@,,@ i  play with the though  of sedating it, @@@,,,,,,@
@,,@@,,,,, but  decide   that  it   will   probably @@,,@@@@,,
,,,,,,@@@@                 backfire.                ,,,,,@@,,,
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@@@@,,,,@@ ==   there    is    no    way   out   == ,@@,,@@,,@
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