stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out