stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out