stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out