stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out