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@,@,@,@@,@                  STRESS                  @,@,@,@,@,
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@,@,@,,@,@ THIS BODY IS STRESSED AND I  DON'T  KNOW @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,@@,@ WHY! IT  SEEMS TOO  SLOW FOR MY TASTE? I @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,,@,@ TRY  TO NUMB ITS  WILL BUT  IT ONLY GETS @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,@@,@ MORE FRIGHTENED  BY ITS  OWN  EXISTENCE. @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,,@,@ AT  THIS POINT A  LOT  OF MY SUBCONCIOUS @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,@@,@             IS JUST SCREAMS.             @,@,@,@,@,
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@,@,@,@@,@ I PLAY WITH THE THOUGH OF  SEDATING  IT, @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,,@,@ BUT  DECIDE  THAT   IT   WILL   PROBABLY @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,@@,@                 BACKFIRE.                @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,,@,@                                          @,@,@,@,@,
@,@,@,@@,@ %%   THERE    IS    NO    WAY   OUT   %% @,@,@,@,@,
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