stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out