stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try  to numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out