stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out