stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out