stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out