stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out