stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out