stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out