stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out