stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out