stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out