stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out