stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out