stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out