stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out