stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out