stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out