stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out