stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out