stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out