stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out