stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out