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@,,@@,@@,@                  STRESS                  @,,@@,@,,,
@,@,@@,@@@                  ^^^^^^                  @,@,@@@,,@
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,,,@@,@,@@ THIS BODY  IS  STRESSED AND I DON'T KNOW ,,,@,@@@@@
,,@,@@@@,, WHY! IT  SEEMS TOO SLOW FOR MY TASTE?  I ,,@@@,,,,@
,@@@,,,@,, TRY TO NUMB ITS WILL  BUT IT  ONLY  GETS ,@,,@,,,@@
@,,@,,@@,, MORE  FRIGHTENED  BY ITS  OWN EXISTENCE. @@,@@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, AT  THIS POINT A  LOT OF MY  SUBCONCIOUS ,@@,@,@@@,
@@,@@@@@,@             IS JUST SCREAMS.             @,@@@@,,@@
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@,@,,,@,@@ I PLAY  WITH THE THOUGH OF  SEDATING IT, ,@,,@@@@,,
@@@,,@@@,@ BUT  DECIDE   THAT   IT   WILL  PROBABLY @@,@,,,@,@
,,@,@,,@@,                 BACKFIRE.                ,@@@,,@@@,
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@,,,@@@@,, **   THERE   IS   NO    WAY    OUT    ** @,@@@@,@@,
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