stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out