stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out