stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out