stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out