stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its will but  it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out