stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out