stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out