stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out