stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out