stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out