stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out