stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out