stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out