stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out