stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out