stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out