stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out