stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out