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,&&&,&&,,, this body  is stressed and  i don't know &,&&,&,,&,
,&,,&&,&,, why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i ,&&,&&&,&&
&&&,&,&&&, try to  numb  its  will but it only gets ,&,&&,,&&,
&,,&&&&,,& more  frightened by  its own  existence. ,&&&,&,&,&
,&,&,,,&,& at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious &&,,&&&&&&
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&&,,,&&&&, i play with  the though of sedating  it, &,,,,,&,,,
&,&,,&,,,& but  decide   that  it   will   probably ,&,,,,&&,,
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