stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will  but it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out