stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out