stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out