stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out