stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out