stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out