stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out