stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out