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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"              
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           still  unknown to me, other than through           
        ¨    dreams*. apparently made for making              
           holes. they may be dark and  monochrome.        ,  
                        they may not.                         
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           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?          %
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
 %             something organic inside, being                
           corrupted before your  eyes - turning to           
           ash, but there's  no  flame. you hold it        *  
           up  to  your  nose, suck  it  in with  a           
           sharp   inhale.  exit  to  the  balcony.           
                                                         .    
    $      here on  the  fifth  floor,  with a view           
           over  the  parking   lot,  things  start           
      .         folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into each other. creases  are  flattened           
           out, distances disappear,  the world  is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the edge  of           
           everything rather  than the  surface: it           
                  all goes completely dark.                .  
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