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,,&&&&&&&,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,,,&&&&,,
&,,&&&&&,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,&&,,&&,,&
,,,,&&&,,,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,,,,,,,,,,
&&&,,&,,&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,&&&&&&&&&
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&,,&&&&&,, **************************************** &,,&&&&&&&
,,,,&&&,,, *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ,,,,&&&&&&
,&&,,&,,&& *    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   * &&&,,&&&&,
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&&&&&&&&&,    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,,,,,&&,,
,&&&&&&&,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,&&&&,,,,,
,,&&&&&,,&   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,,&&,,&&&&
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&&,,&,,&&&  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,,&&&&,,,,
,,,,,,,,&&  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &,,&&,,&&,
&&&&&&&,,&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,,,,,,,,,
,&&&&&,,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,&&&&&&&&,
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,,,,,&&,,& *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ,,,,&&,,,,
&&&&,,,,,, *    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     * &&&,,,,&&&
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&,,&&,,,,,      i can't remember why this was       ,,&&&&&&,,
,,,,,,&&&&  important. it's just another thing that &,,&&&&,,,
&&&&&,,&&&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,,,&&,,&&
&&&&,,,,&&    those and i like not thinking about   &&&,,,,,,&
&&&,,&&,,,               them as much.              &&,,&&&&,,
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,,,&&&&,,, **************************************** &&&&,,,,&&
,&,,&&,,&& * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ,&&,,&&,,,
,,,,,,,,,, *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * ,,,,,,,,&&
,&&&&&&&&& **************************************** ,&&&&&&,,,
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,,,&&&&&&&     right. this was after the light,     &,,&&,,,,,
&&,,&&&&&&                 probably.                ,,,,,,&&&&
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