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&&,,&&,&&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,&,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,&&&&&&,&,
&&&&&,&,,&  rolling by. something is weird, but -   &,,,,,&&&,
,,,,&&&,&, the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &,,,,&,,&&
,,,&,,&&&&                                          &,,,&&,&,&
,,&&,&,,,& $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &,,&,&&&&&
,&,&&&,,&, $    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    $ &,&&&,,,,&
&&&,,&,&&& $    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    $ &&,,&,,,&&
,,&,&&&,,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,&,&&,,&,,
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&,,&,&&,,&    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,&&&&,&,,
&,&&&,&,&,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,&,,,&&&,&
&&,,&&&&&,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &&,,&,,&&,
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&&&&,,,&&&   inside now. i forget the time easily.  &&&,&&&&,&
,,,&,,&,,,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,&&,,,&&,
,,&&,&&,,&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,&,&,,&,&,
,&,&&,&,&&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &&&&,&&&&,
&&&,&&&&,&                                          ,,,&&,,,&,
,,&&,,,&&& $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,,&,&,,&&&
,&,&,,&,,& $    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    $ ,&&&&,&,,&
&&&&,&&,&& $    FLYING     EAST,     TOGETHER.    $ &,,,&&&,&&
,,,&&,&&,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &,,&,,&&,,
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,&&&,&&&,&      i can't remember why this was       &&,&&&&&,,
&,,&&,,&&&  important. it's just another thing that ,&&,,,,&,,
&,&,&,&,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &,&,,,&&,&
&&&&&&&,,&   those and i like not thinking about    &&&,,&,&&,
,,,,,,&,&&               them as much.              ,,&,&&&,&&
,,,,,&&&,&                                          ,&&&,,&&,&
,,,,&,,&&, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ &,,&,&,&&&
,,,&&,&,&, $ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, $ &,&&&&&,,&
,,&,&&&&&& $   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   $ &&,,,,&,&&
,&&&,,,,,, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,&,,,&&&,&
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&,&&,,,,,,     right. this was after the light,     ,&,&&,&,,,
&&,&,,,,,&                 probably.                &&&,&&&,,&
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