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##¤£*/~^,, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ,,^~/*£¤##
###¤£*/~^, trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ,^~/*£¤###
##¤£*/~^,, barn. we lived just outside town, a ,,^~/*£¤##
#¤£*/~^,,, grove at the end of a dirt road, and ,,,^~/*£¤#
¤£*/~^,,,, the barn was placed so you could just ,,,,^~/*£¤
£*/~^,,,,, make out the surrounding fields through ,,,,,^~/*£
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~^,,,,,,,, my car was black and loud, both the ,,,,,,,,^~
^,,,,,,,,, engine and the way the parts didn't ,,,,,,,,,^
,,,,,,,,,, really stick together. i took my ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, eternal dark that seemed to surround ,,,,,,,,,,
^,,,,,,,,, us. she seemed to cast this veil over ,,,,,,,,,^
~^,,,,,,,, everything. her black skirt reached to ,,,,,,,,^~
/~^,,,,,,, her knees but then somehow also back ,,,,,,,^~/
*/~^,,,,,, around, enveloping all my memories of ,,,,,,^~/*
£*/~^,,,,, our time together. ,,,,,^~/*£
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#¤£*/~^,,, there was blood everywhere. sometimes ,,,^~/*£¤#
##¤£*/~^,, the blood was her red lipstick or her ,,^~/*£¤##
###¤£*/~^, checkered shirt. she was on television. ,^~/*£¤###
##¤£*/~^,, we did crime, and we made weird ,,^~/*£¤##
#¤£*/~^,,, structures in the barn, tall pillars of ,,,^~/*£¤#
¤£*/~^,,,, dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ,,,,^~/*£¤
£*/~^,,,,, and fairy lights. we would sleep there ,,,,,^~/*£
*/~^,,,,,, and drink there and she would go in the ,,,,,,^~/*
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^,,,,,,,,, and then the sun came out, and she went ,,,,,,,,,^
,,,,,,,,,, away. everything changed... i yearned, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, and the world became dull around me. ,,,,,,,,,,
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^,,,,,,,,, i stopped doing crime, except when ,,,,,,,,,^
~^,,,,,,,, necessarry. things somehow seemed like ,,,,,,,,^~
/~^,,,,,,, they were allright, moulded in place, ,,,,,,,^~/
*/~^,,,,,, and i loathed it ------ i missed her ,,,,,,^~/*
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#¤£*/~^,,, i searched for her, but nobody had any ,,,^~/*£¤#
¤£*/~^,,,, memories of her. not so much of me ,,,,^~/*£¤
£*/~^,,,,, either, from the time we were together. ,,,,,^~/*£
*/~^,,,,,, my mother said i kept to myself in the ,,,,,,^~/*
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^,,,,,,,,, sometimes i could still see her ,,,,,,,,,^
,,,,,,,,,, flashing by on the tv in the barn. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, everything was black then, for a ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ,,,,,,,,,,
^,,,,,,,,, we had done crimes together, that it ,,,,,,,,,^
~^,,,,,,,, had been real... ,,,,,,,,^~
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##¤£*/~^,, i died by getting shot in the head ,,^~/*£¤##
###¤£*/~^, while ramming the fence to a military ,^~/*£¤###
##¤£*/~^,, facility. by this time they had been ,,^~/*£¤##
#¤£*/~^,,, chasing me for days. i lost control ,,,^~/*£¤#
¤£*/~^,,,, over the car, crashed it into a rock ,,,,^~/*£¤
£*/~^,,,,, wall and flew out the windshield. ,,,,,^~/*£
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~^,,,,,,,, it was dark, where it previously had ,,,,,,,,^~
^,,,,,,,,, been a bright day. around me where ,,,,,,,,,^
,,,,,,,,,, dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, some on fire. ,,,,,,,,,,
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^,,,,,,,,, the ground was sticky, red. ,,,,,,,,,^
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/~^,,,,,,, and then i realized that i knew this ,,,,,,,^~/
*/~^,,,,,, darkness. i knew the way the sky ,,,,,,^~/*
£*/~^,,,,, touched the ground. this was her doing! ,,,,,^~/*£
¤£*/~^,,,, she was here! ,,,,^~/*£¤
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