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¨.=†%$#¶¶¶ crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ¶¶¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## barn. we lived just outside town, a ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## grove at the end of a dirt road, and ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## the barn was placed so you could just ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨¨.††$#¶ make out the surrounding fields through ¶#$††.¨¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## the trees. ##¶#$%†=.¨
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¨¨¨==†$$¶¶ my car was black and loud, both the ¶¶$$†==¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## engine and the way the parts didn't ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=%## really stick together. i took my ##%=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## eternal dark that seemed to surround ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨..†%### us. she seemed to cast this veil over ###%†..¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## everything. her black skirt reached to ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶¶¶ her knees but then somehow also back ¶¶¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨.†%%$$# around, enveloping all my memories of #$$%%†.¨¨¨
¨¨¨.=%%%$# our time together. #$%%%=.¨¨¨
¨=†%$#¶### ###¶#$%†=¨
¨.=†%$¶### there was blood everywhere. sometimes ###¶$%†=.¨
¨....†%$#¶ the blood was her red lipstick or her ¶#$%†....¨
¨¨¨..=†%$# checkered shirt. she was on television. #$%†=..¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## we did crime, and we made weird ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## structures in the barn, tall pillars of ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.†$# and fairy lights. we would sleep there #$†.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨..†$#¶ and drink there and she would go in the ¶#$†..¨¨¨¨
¨.==††$$¶¶ television. ¶¶$$††==.¨
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¨.=†%$#¶## and then the sun came out, and she went ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨¨¨=%$$¶ away. everything changed... i yearned, ¶$$%=¨¨¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## and the world became dull around me. ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†††††$¶ ¶$†††††=.¨
¨¨¨¨.=%$$¶ i stopped doing crime, except when ¶$$%=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.†$$# necessarry. things somehow seemed like #$$†.¨¨¨¨¨
¨.=†%$$### they were allright, moulded in place, ###$$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$##¶¶ and i loathed it ------ i missed her ¶¶##$%†=.¨
¨¨¨¨..††$# so much. #$††..¨¨¨¨
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¨.=†%$#¶## i searched for her, but nobody had any ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨¨¨..†$# memories of her. not so much of me #$†..¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨..††%#¶ either, from the time we were together. ¶#%††..¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨..†%# my mother said i kept to myself in the #%†..¨¨¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## barn, or in the car. ##¶#$%†=.¨
.=†%$#¶### ###¶#$%†=.
¨.=†%$$#¶¶ sometimes i could still see her ¶¶#$$%†=.¨
¨¨¨..=%##¶ flashing by on the tv in the barn. ¶##%=..¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=††$# everything was black then, for a #$††=.¨¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†$#¶### we had done crimes together, that it ###¶#$†=.¨
¨¨.==†%%#¶ had been real... ¶#%%†==.¨¨
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¨.=†%#¶### i died by getting shot in the head ###¶#%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## while ramming the fence to a military ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## facility. by this time they had been ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨¨.†$#¶# chasing me for days. i lost control #¶#$†.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨.===†%# over the car, crashed it into a rock #%†===.¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#¶## wall and flew out the windshield. ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## and then i got up, and looked around. ##¶#$%†=.¨
.=†%$#¶### it was dark, where it previously had ###¶#$%†=.
¨.=†%$#¶## been a bright day. around me where ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## some on fire. ##¶#$%†=.¨
¨¨¨¨¨=%### ###%=¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.†$¶ the ground was sticky, red. ¶$†.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.†$$¶ ¶$$†.¨¨¨¨¨
¨.=††††%## and then i realized that i knew this ##%††††=.¨
¨¨¨¨¨.†$## darkness. i knew the way the sky ##$†.¨¨¨¨¨
¨.=†%$#### touched the ground. this was her doing! ####$%†=.¨
¨.=†%$#¶## she was here! ##¶#$%†=.¨
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