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,&,,,&&&,&         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         ,,&&,,,,&&
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&,,&,&&,&,            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ,&&&&&,,&&
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&&&&&,,,,,                  A COST                  ,,&&,&&,&,
&,,,,&,,,,                (ANECDOTE)                ,,&,&&,&&&
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&&&&&&,,,& I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR   A  SECOND &&&,&&&&,,
&,,,,,&,,& EVERYTHING IS  COMPLETELY CALM AND  DEAD &,,&&,,,&,
&&,,,,&&,& SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I ,&,&,&,,&&
,,&,,,&,&& SLOWLY  START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER   MY &&&&&&&,&,
,,&&,,&&&,        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        &,,,,,,&&&
&,&,&,&,,&                                          &&,,,,,&,,
&&&&&&&&,& THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS   ME  AND  I  FEEL ,,&,,,,&&,
&,,,,,,,&&   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG».    &,&&,,,&,&
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&&,&&,,,&& THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES  INSCRIBED &&,&&,&,,&
,,&&,&,,&, ALL OVER  MY  VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ,,&&,&&&,&
&,&,&&&,&& ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, &,&,&&,,&&
,&&&&,,&&,    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     &&&&&,&,&,
,&,,,&,&,& GRINDING  TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ,,,,,&&&&&
&&&,,&&&&& LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES  I CAN'T HIDE FROM, &,,,,&,,,,
&,,&,&,,,, FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN  MY MIND,  AND ,&,,,&&,,,
&&,&&&&,,,            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           &&&,,&,&,,
&,&&,,,&,,                                          ,,,&,&&&&,
&&&,&,,&&, THEN I  REALIZE  I CAN'T  HEAR  ANYTHING ,,,&&&,,,&
,,,&&&,&,&      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     &,,&,,&,,&
&,,&,,&&&&    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,&&,&,,, RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC IN  IT'S ,&&&,&&,&&
&&&&,&&&,,        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         ,&,,&&,&&,
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&,,&&,,,,& MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY  CALM. IT'S &,&&&,,&,&
,&,&,&,,,&              ALMOST MOCKING.             &&&,,&,&&&
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&,,,,,,&,& I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST TRY  TO ,,,&&&,,&,
&&,,,,,&&& ESCAPE.  TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING &,,&,,&,&&
,,&,,,,&,, RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY  NATURE. TURNING THE &&,&&,&&&,
,,&&,,,&&,    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     &,&&,&&,,&
&,&,&,,&,&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ,&&,&&,&,&
,&&&&&,&&& DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME DOES  - AFTER &&,&&,&&&&
&&,,,,&&,,     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &,&&,&&,,,
&,&,,,&,&, DOUBTING ANYTHING  OF THIS  HAPPENED  IN ,&&,&&,&,,
&&&&,,&&&&             THE FIRST PLACE.             ,&,&&,&&&,
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,&,,&&&&,, MY  EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. &&,,&&,&,&
&&&,&,,,&, I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT    TO   MAKE. ,,&,&,&&&&
,,,&&&,,&&                                          &,&&&&&,,,
,,,&,,&,&,              BUT I'M TIRED.              &&&,,,,&,,
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,&,,,&&&,& THIS CAN  HAPPEN IF YOU  WANDER TOO FAR, ,,&&,,,,&&
&&&,,&,,&& I GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS &,&,&,,,&,
&,,&,&&,&,              WHEN DREAMING?              ,&&&&&,,&&
,&,&&&,&&& I IMAGINE  A PRICK ON  THE NOSE,  THAT'S ,&,,,,&,&,
,&&&,,&&,, WHAT THESE ARE.  LIKE  YOU DO WITH A CAT &&&,,,&&&&
&&,,&,&,&, WHO COMES TO CLOSE  TO YOUR  SANDWICH... &,,&,,&,,,
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