jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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@@*††:.... i felt the all too familiar ....:††*@@
##@@$*†~:. constriction of everything, the .:~†*$@@##
@@@@$*†~:. vividness of sound and colors, and the .:~†*$@@@@
#@$$$*†~:. narrowed attention span. .:~†*$$$@#
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##@@$*†~:. here it comes, i thought. .:~†*$@@##
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##@@$*†~:. some birds tweeted and the sound .:~†*$@@##
##@@$*†~:. reverberated in my head, seemingly .:~†*$@@##
#@@*~~~:.. "behind" all other sound, like when you ..:~~~*@@#
@@@*~::... daydream and see what you imagine ...::~*@@@
@**~...... clearer than what you look at. ......~**@
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##@@$*†~:. as i walked toward my bike i noticed .:~†*$@@##
@$*~~~.... that there was a strange humming sound ....~~~*$@
##@@$*†~:. going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like .:~†*$@@##
###@$*†~:. monotone thing coming from seemingly .:~†*$@###
###@@*†~:. all directions, acting as a backdrop .:~†*@@###
@@@@$*†~:. for all other sound. .:~†*$@@@@
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##@@$*†~:. as i rode toward my house i understood .:~†*$@@##
@$†~~::... that this hum was in the other "sound ...::~~†$@
@@$†~..... space" as well. .....~†$@@
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@@@*~::... (i recorded myself singing in tune with ...::~*@@@
@@*††:.... the sound, so i could find it on the ....:††*@@
@@$††~.... piano later. it was a g sharp). ....~††$@@
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@@@@@@@..@ things lost all sense of proportion; @@@@@..@..
.@@@@@.... when i looked at them they would fill @@@@......
..@@@..@@@ my entire vision, and without anything @@@..@@@@@
...@....@@ changing visually they would oscillate .@....@@@.
@@...@@... between being percieved as very small ...@@..@..
...@....@@ or enourmously big. .@........
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@..@...... in the middle of the day in a forest .@..@@@@@@
.....@@@@. with nobody around, i got struck by .....@@@@@
.@@@..@@.. fear and climbed a great height. my @@@@..@@@.
..@......@ inner organs were tugged by a second @@@....@..
@...@@@@.. gravity. this made me feel very ill, .@..@@...@
..@..@@..@ but it lessened if i complied and .......@..
@......... lunged my body in the felt direction. @@@@@@...@
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@..@@@@@.. this is when i found a dark orb .@@@.....@
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