#¨##¨##¨¨#                                          ¨¨##¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ##¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                  ¨¨%#%¨¨                 ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨             ¨^=£########£=^¨             ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨         ¨¨¨^^«£# dreams #£«^^¨¨¨         ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨             ¨^=£########£=^¨             ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                 ¨¨%#%¨¨                  ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                    ¨^¨                   ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                 ¨%#####%¨                ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                    ¨^¨                   ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨         internal visionary state         ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨            the spirit travels            ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨             ¨^=£########£=^¨             ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                   ¨«¨                    ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                  a cost                  ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                (anecdote)                ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                    ^^                    ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ everything is completely  calm and  dead ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ slowly   start  to  piece   together  my ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨    acutely sick. something is «wrong«.   ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                    ¨¨                    ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ there are circles  and crosses inscribed ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ all  over my vision, pressing in,  being ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨     their internal logic changing and    ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ language,  sentences  i can't hide from, ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨           doing damage there.            ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ then  i  realize  i  can't hear anything ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨      because there's something there     ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨        particular microtonality.         ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                    ^^                    ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨             almost mocking.              ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ relief, such is  my  nature. turning the ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨    lights on does nothing... getting     ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ does  noting...  but  time  does - after ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ doubting  anything  of  this happened in ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨             the first place.             ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨              but i'm tired.              ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                    ¨                     ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                 ^^«=«^^                  ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                    ¨                     ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ this can happen if  you wander too  far, ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨              when dreaming?              ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ i imagine  a prick on  the nose,  that's ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ what these are. like you do  with a  cat ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ who comes to  close to your  sandwich... ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨                                          ¨#¨#¨¨#¨#¨