jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt   the    all   too    familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness  of  sound and colors, and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here    it     comes,     i     thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted   and   the  sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other  sound, like when you 
 daydream  and  see  what   you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i walked toward  my bike  i  noticed 
 that there was  a  strange humming sound 
 going on,  a  dark, metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting  as a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as  i rode toward my  house i understood 
 that  this hum was  in the  other "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i  recorded myself singing in tune with 
 the sound,  so i  could find  it on  the 
 piano   later.  it  was  a   g   sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense of  proportion; 
 when i  looked at them they  would  fill 
 my  entire  vision, and without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being  percieved as very  small 
            or enourmously big.           
                                          
 in the  middle  of  the day in  a forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got struck  by 
 fear  and  climbed  a  great height.  my 
 inner  organs  were tugged  by  a second 
 gravity. this  made  me  feel  very ill, 
 but  it  lessened  if   i  complied  and 
 lunged my  body in  the  felt direction. 
                                          
 this   is  when  i  found   a   dark orb