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,###,,#,#, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i #,,,,,,##,
,#,,#,#### slowly  start   to  piece   together  my ##,,,,,#,#
###,###,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,#,,,,###
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#,,#####,# language,  sentences i can't  hide from, #,,,#,#,,,
##,#,,,,## forcefully  transcribed in my mind,  and ,#,,####,,
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,,,#,##,#, then  i  realize  i  can't hear anything ####,,#,#,
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##,###,,#, my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ##,,,#,,,#
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,######,,# i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ,##,######
##,,,,,#,# escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ,#,##,,,,,
#,#,,,,### relief,  such is my  nature. turning the ,###,#,,,,
####,,,#,,    lights on does nothing... getting     ,#,,###,,,
#,,,#,,##,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ###,#,,#,,
##,,##,#,# does  noting...  but time  does  - after ,,,###,##,
#,#,#,####     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     #,,#,,##,#
,######,,, doubting  anything of  this happened  in ##,##,#,##
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#,,#,#,,,, this can happen  if  you wander too far, #,,,###,,#
,#,####,,, i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ##,,#,,#,#
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,,,,#,,##, i  imagine  a prick on  the nose, that's #,###,##,,
,,,,##,#,# what  these are. like you do  with a cat ,##,,##,#,
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