,,,,^~\$%@ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ ,,$@$,, @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# ,^\%@######@%\^, #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## ,,,^^~%# dreams #%~^^,,, ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# ,^\%@######@%\^, #@@%$\~^,,
,,,^~\$%@@ ,,$@$,, @@%$\~^,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% ,^, %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ ,$@###@$, $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% ,^, %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ internal visionary state @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## the spirit travels ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# #@@%$\~^,,
,,,^~\$%@@ ,^\%@######@%\^, @@%$\~^,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ ,~, @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ a cost $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% (anecdote) %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ ^^ @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## i wake suddenly, and for a second ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# everything is completely calm and dead #@@%$\~^,,
,,,^~\$%@@ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i @@%$\~^,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ slowly start to piece together my @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% consciousness and my body. %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% then the fear hits me and i feel %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# ,, #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# there are circles and crosses inscribed #@@%$\~^,,
,,,^~\$%@@ all over my vision, pressing in, being @@%$\~^,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% their internal logic changing and %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% language, sentences i can't hide from, %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ doing damage there. @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## then i realize i can't hear anything ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# because there's something there #@@%$\~^,,
,,,^~\$%@@ already, droning everything out, a @@%$\~^,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% particular microtonality. %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% ^^ %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# almost mocking. #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# i feel helpless, but i must try to #@@%$\~^,,
,,,^~\$%@@ escape. to crawl on the floor searching @@%$\~^,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ relief, such is my nature. turning the @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% lights on does nothing... getting %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ outside does nothing... drinking water $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% does noting... but time does - after %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ thirty seconds i'm normal again, @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ doubting anything of this happened in @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# the first place. #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# my eyes are still tense though, scared. #@@%$\~^,,
,,,^~\$%@@ i don't know what to make. @@%$\~^,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% but i'm tired. %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% , %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ ^^~\~^^ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ , @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## this can happen if you wander too far, ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless #@@%$\~^,,
,,,^~\$%@@ when dreaming? @@%$\~^,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's @%$\~^,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% what these are. like you do with a cat %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~\$ who comes to close to your sandwich... $\~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~\$% %$\~^,,,,,
,,,,^~\$%@ @%$\~^,,,,
,,,^~\$%@@ @@%$\~^,,,
,,^~\$%@@# #@@%$\~^,,
,^~\$%@@## ##@@%$\~^,
,,^~\$%@@# #@@%$\~^,,