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&,,&,&,&,&                  ,,$¶$,,                 ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&             ,,;%¶@####@¶%;,,             ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&         ,,,,,«%@ DREAMS @%«,,,,,         ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&             ,,;%¶@####@¶%;,,             ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                  ,,$¶$,,                 ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                   ,,,                    ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                 ,$&@#@&$,                ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                    ,,,                   ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&             ,,;%¶@####@¶%;,,             ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                   ,«,                    ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                  A COST                  ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                (ANECDOTE)                ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                    ,,                    ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR   A  SECOND ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM AND  DEAD ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE   TOGETHER  MY ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& THEN  THE   FEAR  HITS  ME  AND  I  FEEL ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«.    ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                    ,,                    ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& THERE ARE CIRCLES  AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& ALL OVER MY  VISION, PRESSING IN,  BEING ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND.  IT'S LIKE ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I  CAN'T  HIDE FROM, ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN  MY  MIND, AND ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& THEN  I  REALIZE  I  CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& RAPID MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                    ,,                    ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY  CALM. IT'S ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&             ALMOST MOCKING.              ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& I  FEEL HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST  TRY  TO ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& ESCAPE.  TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& RELIEF, SUCH  IS MY NATURE.  TURNING THE ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME DOES -  AFTER ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& DOUBTING ANYTHING OF  THIS  HAPPENED  IN ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&             THE FIRST PLACE.             ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& MY EYES  ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& I    DON'T    KNOW   WHAT    TO    MAKE. ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&              BUT I'M TIRED.              ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                     ,                    ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                  ,,«;«,,                 ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&                    ,                     ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,&                                          ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER  TOO  FAR, ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& I  GUESS? I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,&              WHEN DREAMING?              ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& I IMAGINE  A PRICK ON THE  NOSE,  THAT'S ,&,&,&,&&,
&,,&,&,&,& WHAT THESE ARE.  LIKE YOU  DO WITH A CAT ,&,&,&,,&,
&,&&,&,&,& WHO COMES  TO CLOSE  TO YOUR SANDWICH... ,&,&,&,&&,
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