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¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨         ¨¨¨,,~*@ DREAMS @*~,,¨¨¨         §§¨¨§§¨§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             ¨,=*#@####@#*=,¨             §¨§¨§¨§§§¨
¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨                 ¨¨†#†¨¨                  ¨§§§§§§¨¨§
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§§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨                    ¨,¨                   ¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨
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¨§§§¨§¨¨¨§         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         §§¨§§¨§§§§
§§¨¨§§§¨¨§                                          §¨§§¨§§¨¨¨
§¨§¨§¨¨§¨§            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            §§§¨§§¨§¨¨
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§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨             ¨,=*#@####@#*=,¨             §§¨§¨§§¨¨§
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¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨                  A COST                  §§§§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§¨§§¨¨                (ANECDOTE)                ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨§§§¨§¨
¨¨¨§§§¨§§§                    ,,                    §§¨¨§¨¨§§§
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§§¨§§¨§¨§¨ I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,   AND  FOR  A  SECOND ¨§§§§¨§§§¨
§¨§§¨§§§§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY  CALM AND  DEAD §§¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨§§¨§§¨¨¨¨ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
§§¨§§¨§¨¨¨ SLOWLY  START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER   MY §§§§¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨§§§¨¨        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨§¨§§ THEN   THE  FEAR  HITS  ME  AND  I  FEEL ¨§¨¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§§§§¨   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~.    ¨§§¨§¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨§                                          ¨§¨§§§¨¨§§
§¨§¨§§§¨¨§                    ¨¨                    ¨§§§¨¨§¨§¨
§§§§§¨¨§¨§                                          §§¨¨§¨§§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§§ THERE ARE  CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨¨§¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING  IN,  BEING ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§§     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    §§§§¨§§§¨§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S  LIKE ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§§
¨§¨¨¨§§§¨§ LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES I  CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN  MY MIND,  AND §¨¨¨§§§§§§
§§¨§¨§§¨§¨           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§§§¨§§§                                          §§§¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨§§¨¨ THEN  I  REALIZE I  CAN'T HEAR  ANYTHING ¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      §¨¨§¨§§§¨¨
§§¨§§¨§§§§    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    ¨§¨§§§¨¨§¨
§¨§§¨§§¨¨¨ RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN IT'S ¨§§§¨¨§¨§§
¨§§¨§§¨§¨¨         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        ¨§¨¨§¨§§§¨
¨§¨§§¨§§§¨                                          §§§¨§§§¨¨§
§§§§¨§§¨¨§                    ,,                    §¨¨§§¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§§§
§¨¨¨§¨§§§§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY  CALM. IT'S §§§§§§§§¨¨
§§¨¨§§§¨¨¨             ALMOST MOCKING.              §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§§§§¨§§¨ I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT I  MUST  TRY  TO §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON  THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§
§§§¨¨¨§¨§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE.  TURNING  THE ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§§¨     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    §§§§¨§¨¨§§
¨§¨§§¨§¨¨§  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ¨¨¨¨§§§¨§¨
¨§§§¨§§§¨§ DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME DOES  - AFTER §¨¨¨§¨¨§§§
§§¨¨§§¨¨§§     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ¨§¨¨§§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF  THIS HAPPENED IN ¨§§¨§¨§§§¨
§§§§§§§§§§             THE FIRST PLACE.             ¨§¨§§§§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §§§§¨¨¨§¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ MY  EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨¨¨§¨¨§§§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I    DON'T    KNOW   WHAT    TO    MAKE. §§¨¨§§¨§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨§¨§¨§§§¨
¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨              BUT I'M TIRED.              ¨§§§§§§¨¨§
§§§§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
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§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨                 ,,~=~,,                  ¨§§§¨¨¨§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨                    ¨                     ¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§¨§¨¨§§§§¨                                          ¨§§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§§¨§¨¨¨§ THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF YOU WANDER  TOO FAR, §§¨§§¨§§§§
§§¨¨§§§¨¨§ I  GUESS? I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS §¨§§¨§§¨¨¨
§¨§¨§¨¨§¨§              WHEN DREAMING?              §§§¨§§¨§¨¨
§§§§§§¨§§§ I  IMAGINE A PRICK  ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S §¨¨§§¨§§§¨
§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ WHAT THESE  ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH  A CAT §§¨§¨§§¨¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨ WHO COMES  TO CLOSE TO  YOUR SANDWICH... ¨¨§§§§¨§¨§
§§§¨¨¨§§§§                                          §¨§¨¨¨§§§§
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