jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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,##,,##,#, i felt the all too familiar #,#,,,#,#,
#,#,#,#### constriction of everything, the ###,,####,
######,,,# vividness of sound and colors, and the ,,#,#,,,##
,,,,,#,,## narrowed attention span. ,####,,#,,
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,,,#,###,, here it comes, i thought. #,,###,#,,
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,#,,#,###, some birds tweeted and the sound ###,#,,#,,
##,###,,## reverberated in my head, seemingly ,,###,##,,
,##,,#,#,, "behind" all other sound, like when you ,#,,##,#,#
#,#,####,# daydream and see what you imagine ##,#,#####
####,,,##, clearer than what you look at. ,####,,,,,
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,,##,##### as i walked toward my bike i noticed #,,##,,,##
,#,##,,,,# that there was a strange humming sound #,#,#,,#,#
###,#,,,## going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like #####,####
,,###,,#,# monotone thing coming from seemingly ,,,,##,,,,
,#,,#,###, all directions, acting as a backdrop ,,,#,#,,,,
##,###,,#, for all other sound. ,,####,,,,
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#,#,###,,, as i rode toward my house i understood ##,,##,,##
####,,#,,, that this hum was in the other "sound ,#,#,#,#,,
,,,#,##,,, space" as well. ########,#
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,#,,###,,, (i recorded myself singing in tune with ,,,,,,#,,#
##,#,,#,,, the sound, so i could find it on the ,,,,,##,##
,###,##,,# piano later. it was a g sharp). ,,,,#,##,,
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#,#,##,,#, things lost all sense of proportion; ,##,#,##,,
#,#,,#,##, when i looked at them they would fill ,,#,#,,#,#
#,#,##,,#, my entire vision, and without anything ,##,#,##,,
#,#,,#,##, changing visually they would oscillate ,,#,#,,#,#
#,#,##,,#, between being percieved as very small ,##,#,##,,
#,#,,#,##, or enourmously big. ,,#,#,,#,#
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#,#,,#,##, in the middle of the day in a forest ,,#,#,,#,#
#,#,##,,#, with nobody around, i got struck by ,##,#,##,,
#,#,,#,##, fear and climbed a great height. my ,,#,#,,#,#
#,#,##,,#, inner organs were tugged by a second ,##,#,##,,
#,#,,#,##, gravity. this made me feel very ill, ,,#,#,,#,#
#,#,##,,#, but it lessened if i complied and ,##,#,##,,
#,#,,#,##, lunged my body in the felt direction. ,,#,#,,#,#
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#,#,,#,##, this is when i found a dark orb ,,#,#,,#,#
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