¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§                  ¨¨%£%¨¨                 §§§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§             ¨-=*£@####@£*=-¨             §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨         ¨¨¨--~*@ dreams @*~--¨¨¨         ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨             ¨-=*£@####@£*=-¨             ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                  ¨¨%£%¨¨                 ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                    ¨-¨                   §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨                ¨%§@#@§%¨                 ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨                    ¨-¨                   ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§§§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§¨§         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§            the spirit travels            ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨             ¨-=*£@####@£*=-¨             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                    ¨~¨                   §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§                  a cost                  ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§                (anecdote)                §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                    --                    ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨ i  wake  suddenly,   and  for  a  second §¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨ everything  is completely calm  and dead §§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §§§¨¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ slowly   start  to   piece  together  my §¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨                    ¨¨                    §§§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ there are  circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨¨§ all over my vision, pressing  in,  being ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨ language, sentences i  can't hide  from, ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ forcefully  transcribed  in my mind, and ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§§§¨            doing damage there.           §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨§§ then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨      because there's something there     §¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    §§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's §§§¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨        particular microtonality.         §¨§§¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§                    --                    ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨              almost mocking.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨ i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨§¨ relief, such  is my  nature. turning the ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨¨§    lights on does nothing... getting     ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨ does  noting...  but  time does -  after ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ doubting  anything  of this  happened in §¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨             the first place.             §§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§                                          §§§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ i   don't    know    what    to    make. ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                    ¨                     §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨                  --~=~--                 ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨                    ¨                     ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§§§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§¨§ this can happen if you  wander too  far, ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§              when dreaming?              ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ i imagine a  prick  on the  nose, that's ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨ what these are. like you  do with  a cat ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ who comes to close to  your  sandwich... §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§                                          §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨