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##@#$%/~-,         internal visionary state         ,-~/%$#@##
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##@#$%/~-,            the spirit travels            ,-~/%$#@##
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#@#$%/~-,,                  a cost                  ,,-~/%$#@#
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##@#$%/~-, i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ,-~/%$#@##
###@#$%/~- everything is  completely calm and  dead -~/%$#@###
##@#$%/~-, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,-~/%$#@##
#@#$%/~-,, slowly  start   to   piece  together  my ,,-~/%$#@#
##@#$%/~-,        consciousness and my body.        ,-~/%$#@##
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##@#$%/~-, then  the  fear  hits   me  and  i  feel ,-~/%$#@##
#@#$%/~-,,   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    ,,-~/%$#@#
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#@#$%/~-,, there are circles and  crosses inscribed ,,-~/%$#@#
##@#$%/~-, all  over my  vision, pressing in, being ,-~/%$#@##
###@#$%/~- almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, -~/%$#@###
##@#$%/~-,    their internal logic changing and     ,-~/%$#@##
#@#$%/~-,, grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ,,-~/%$#@#
##@#$%/~-, language, sentences i  can't hide  from, ,-~/%$#@##
###@#$%/~- forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and -~/%$#@###
##@#$%/~-,            doing damage there.           ,-~/%$#@##
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##@#$%/~-, then  i  realize i  can't hear  anything ,-~/%$#@##
###@#$%/~-      because there's something there     -~/%$#@###
##@#$%/~-,    already, droning everything out, a    ,-~/%$#@##
#@#$%/~-,, rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ,,-~/%$#@#
##@#$%/~-,        particular microtonality.         ,-~/%$#@##
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##@#$%/~-, my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ,-~/%$#@##
###@#$%/~-              almost mocking.             -~/%$#@###
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#@#$%/~-,, i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ,,-~/%$#@#
##@#$%/~-, escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ,-~/%$#@##
###@#$%/~- relief, such is my  nature.  turning the -~/%$#@###
##@#$%/~-,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,-~/%$#@##
#@#$%/~-,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,-~/%$#@#
##@#$%/~-, does  noting... but time  does  -  after ,-~/%$#@##
###@#$%/~-     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     -~/%$#@###
##@#$%/~-, doubting  anything  of this happened  in ,-~/%$#@##
#@#$%/~-,,             the first place.             ,,-~/%$#@#
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###@#$%/~- my  eyes are still tense though, scared. -~/%$#@###
##@#$%/~-, i    don't    know    what    to   make. ,-~/%$#@##
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##@#$%/~-,              but i'm tired.              ,-~/%$#@##
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##@#$%/~-, this  can  happen if you wander too far, ,-~/%$#@##
#@#$%/~-,, i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,-~/%$#@#
##@#$%/~-,              when dreaming?              ,-~/%$#@##
###@#$%/~- i  imagine a prick on the  nose,  that's -~/%$#@###
##@#$%/~-, what these are. like you  do with a  cat ,-~/%$#@##
#@#$%/~-,, who  comes to close to your  sandwich... ,,-~/%$#@#
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