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,,,,,~%*@@ ,,,,,~*# DREAMS #*~,,,,, @@*%~,,,,,
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,,,,,,~%*@ @*%~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~%* INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE *%~,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,~ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ~,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,~% A COST %~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~%* (ANECDOTE) *%~,,,,,,,
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,,,,~%*@@# #@@*%~,,,,
,,,~%*@@## I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ##@@*%~,,,
,,~%*@@### EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ###@@*%~,,
,,,~%*@@## SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ##@@*%~,,,
,,,,~%*@@# SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY #@@*%~,,,,
,,,,,~%*@@ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. @@*%~,,,,,
,,,,,,~%*@ @*%~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~%* THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL *%~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~% ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. %~,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~% ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, %~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~%* THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND *%~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~%*@ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE @*%~,,,,,,
,,,,,~%*@@ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, @@*%~,,,,,
,,,,~%*@@# FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND #@@*%~,,,,
,,,~%*@@## DOING DAMAGE THERE. ##@@*%~,,,
,,~%*@@### ###@@*%~,,
,,,~%*@@## THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ##@@*%~,,,
,,,,~%*@@# BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE #@@*%~,,,,
,,,,,~%*@@ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A @@*%~,,,,,
,,,,,,~%*@ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S @*%~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~%* PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. *%~,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ALMOST MOCKING. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,~% I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO %~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~%* ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING *%~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~%*@ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE @*%~,,,,,,
,,,,,~%*@@ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING @@*%~,,,,,
,,,,~%*@@# OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER #@@*%~,,,,
,,,~%*@@## DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ##@@*%~,,,
,,~%*@@### THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ###@@*%~,,
,,,~%*@@## DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ##@@*%~,,,
,,,,~%*@@# THE FIRST PLACE. #@@*%~,,,,
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,,,,,,~%*@ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. @*%~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~%* I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. *%~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~% %~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ BUT I'M TIRED. ~,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,~%* THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, *%~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~%*@ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS @*%~,,,,,,
,,,,,~%*@@ WHEN DREAMING? @@*%~,,,,,
,,,,~%*@@# I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S #@@*%~,,,,
,,,~%*@@## WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ##@@*%~,,,
,,~%*@@### WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ###@@*%~,,
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