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§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨         ¨¨¨::=%@ DREAMS @%=::¨¨¨         §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨             ¨:;%#@####@#%;:¨             §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                   ¨=¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                  A COST                  ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                (ANECDOTE)                §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                    ::                    §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,   AND  FOR  A  SECOND §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ EVERYTHING IS  COMPLETELY CALM  AND DEAD ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE   TOGETHER  MY ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME   AND  I  FEEL §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=.    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                    ¨¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND  CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ ALL  OVER MY  VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL  THEM SQUIRM, ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN  MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES  I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED  IN MY MIND, AND ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ THEN  I  REALIZE  I CAN'T HEAR  ANYTHING §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN IT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                    ::                    §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM.  IT'S §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨             ALMOST MOCKING.              ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT I  MUST  TRY  TO ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL  ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS  MY  NATURE. TURNING THE ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT  TIME  DOES  -  AFTER §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF THIS HAPPENED  IN §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨             THE FIRST PLACE.             ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ MY EYES ARE  STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT    TO   MAKE. §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨              BUT I'M TIRED.              §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                     ¨                    §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                  ::=;=::                 ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                     ¨                    §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ THIS CAN  HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO  FAR, §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ I  GUESS?  I SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨              WHEN DREAMING?              §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ I  IMAGINE  A PRICK ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ WHAT THESE  ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A  CAT §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ WHO COMES  TO CLOSE TO  YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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