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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«. §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ ALMOST MOCKING. §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ THE FIRST PLACE. §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ BUT I'M TIRED. §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHEN DREAMING? §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
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