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,###,,,,,,         internal visionary state         #,,#,##,,,
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,,,###,,,,            the spirit travels            ###,,#,##,
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###,,#,##, i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ##,,,,,,,,
#,##,,,### everything  is  completely calm and dead ,##,,,,,,,
,,###,,#,# silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,###,,,,,,
,,#,##,,,# slowly   start  to  piece  together   my ,#,##,,,,,
,,,,###,,#        consciousness and my body.        ,,,###,,,,
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,,,,,,###, then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ,#,,,###,,
,,,,,,#,##   acutely sick. something is -wrong-.    ,,#,,#,##,
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,##,,,,,,, there are circles and  crosses inscribed ,,,,,,#,,#
,###,,,,,, all over my  vision, pressing  in, being ,,,,,,,#,,
,#,##,,,,, almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ,,,,,,,,#,
,,,###,,,,    their internal logic changing and     #,,,,,,,,#
#,,#,##,,, grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like ##,,,,,,,,
,#,,,###,, language, sentences  i can't  hide from, ###,,,,,,,
,,#,,#,##, forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and #,##,,,,,,
,,,#,,,###           doing damage there.            ,,###,,,,,
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,,,,,#,,,# then  i realize  i  can't  hear anything ,,,,###,,,
,,,,,,#,,#     because there's something there      ,,,,#,##,,
,,,,,,,#,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,,,###,
,,,,,,,,#, rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's #,,,,,#,##
#,,,,,,,,#         particular microtonality.        ##,,,,,,##
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,,###,,,,, my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ,,,###,,,,
,,#,##,,,,             almost mocking.              ,,,#,##,,,
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,,,,#,##,, i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ,,,,,#,##,
,,,,,,###, escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ,,,,,,,###
#,,,,,#,## relief, such  is  my nature. turning the ,,,,,,,#,#
##,,,,,,##     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,,,,,,,,#
,##,,,,,#,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,,,,,,,,#
,###,,,,,, does noting...  but  time  does  - after ,,,,,,,,,,
,#,##,,,,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     #,,,,,,,,,
,,,###,,,, doubting  anything of this  happened  in ##,,,,,,,,
,,,#,##,,,             the first place.             ,##,,,,,,,
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,,,,,#,##, my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ,#,##,,,,,
,,,,,,,### i    don't    know    what   to    make. ,,,###,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,#              but i'm tired.              #,,,,###,,
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,###,,,,,, this can happen if you  wander too  far, #,,#,##,,,
,#,##,,,,, i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless ##,,,###,,
,,,###,,,,              when dreaming?              ###,,#,##,
,,,#,##,,, i  imagine  a prick on the nose,  that's #,##,,,###
#,,,,###,, what  these  are. like you do with a cat ,,###,,#,#
##,,,#,##, who comes to close  to your  sandwich... ,,#,##,,,#
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