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,,,,,,,,,, I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,: THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:~ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. ~:,,,,,,,,
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,,,:~^*£§# ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING #§£*^~:,,,
,,:~^*£§## ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ##§£*^~:,,
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,,:~^*£§## GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ##§£*^~:,,
,,,:~^*£§# LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, #§£*^~:,,,
,,,,:~^*£§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §£*^~:,,,,
,,,,,:~^*£ DOING DAMAGE THERE. £*^~:,,,,,
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,,,,,,,:~^ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ^~:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:~ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ~:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ALMOST MOCKING. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:~ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ~:,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,:~^* OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER *^~:,,,,,,
,,,,,:~^*£ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER £*^~:,,,,,
,,,,:~^*£§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §£*^~:,,,,
,,,:~^*£§# DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN #§£*^~:,,,
,,:~^*£§## THE FIRST PLACE. ##§£*^~:,,
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,,:~^*£§## MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ##§£*^~:,,
,,,:~^*£§# I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. #§£*^~:,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, WHEN DREAMING? ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ,,,,,,,,,,
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