växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?