växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?