växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?