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§§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
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§§¨¨§§§§¨¨         ¨¨¨~~~£# dreams #£~~~¨¨¨         §§§¨¨§§§¨¨
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¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨                   ¨~¨                    §¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨¨§§§§         internal visionary state         ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§§
§§§§§¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨                                          §¨§§§§§¨§¨
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¨§§§¨§¨§§¨                    ¨~¨                   ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§§§§¨§                                          §§§§§¨¨§§¨
¨§§¨§¨¨¨§§                  a cost                  §¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§
§§¨§§§¨¨§¨                (anecdote)                ¨§¨¨¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨§§§¨                    ~~                    ¨§¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§§§¨¨§                                          ¨§§§§§¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§ i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨§§§ everything is completely calm  and  dead §¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§
§¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨§§§¨¨§§¨§
¨§§§§§¨§§¨ slowly  start   to  piece   together  my ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§§¨§        consciousness and my body.        ¨§§¨§§§§§¨
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§§                                          §§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨§§§¨ then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨§
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    §¨§¨§§§¨¨§
¨¨§¨§§§§¨§                                          ¨§§§§¨¨§¨§
§¨§§§¨¨¨§§                    ¨¨                    §§¨¨¨§¨§§§
¨§§¨¨§¨¨§¨                                          §¨§¨¨§§§¨¨
¨§¨§¨§§¨§§ there  are circles and crosses inscribed §§§§¨§¨¨§¨
¨§§§§§¨§§¨ all over  my vision, pressing  in, being ¨¨¨¨§§§¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§§¨§ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§§    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§§¨¨§§§¨ grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like §¨¨¨§¨§§§§
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§ language, sentences  i can't  hide from, ¨§¨¨§§§¨¨¨
§¨§¨§§§§¨§ forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and §§§¨§¨¨§¨¨
§§§§§¨¨¨§§           doing damage there.            §¨¨§§§¨§§¨
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§§¨§
¨§¨¨¨§§¨§§ then  i  realize i can't  hear  anything §§§§§¨§¨§§
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨      because there's something there     ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§¨
§¨¨§¨§§§¨§    already, droning everything out, a    §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨§¨§§§¨¨§§ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's §§¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§§§§¨¨§¨§¨         particular microtonality.        §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨§¨§§§§                                          ¨§§§¨§§§§§
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨                    ~~                    ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§§¨ my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ¨§¨§§§§§¨¨
§§§§§¨§§¨§             almost mocking.              ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨§§¨§§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
¨§¨¨¨§¨§§¨ i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to §§§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨§§¨¨§§§¨§ escape. to crawl on the  floor searching ¨¨¨§§¨§¨§§
§§¨§¨§¨¨§§ relief, such  is my nature.  turning the §¨¨§¨§§§§¨
§¨§§§§§¨§¨     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨§¨§§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§  outside does nothing... drinking water  §§§§¨¨§¨¨§
§§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ does noting... but  time  does  -  after §¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨§¨¨§§§¨§§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ doubting anything  of  this  happened in §§§¨§¨¨§§¨
§§§§¨§§§§§             the first place.             §¨¨§§§¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨§¨¨§§§§
§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨ my eyes  are still tense though, scared. §¨§§§¨§¨¨¨
§§¨¨§§§§¨¨ i    don't    know    what    to   make. §§§¨¨§§§¨¨
§¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§§§§§§¨¨§§              but i'm tired.              §§¨§§§§¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§                    ¨                     §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                 ~~~\~~~                  §§§§§§¨§§§
¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨                    ¨                     §¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨¨§§§§ this can  happen  if you wander too far, ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§§
§§§§§¨§¨¨¨ i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ i  imagine a  prick on the  nose, that's §¨§§§§§¨§¨
§¨§¨¨§§¨§§ what  these are. like  you do with a cat ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§
¨§§§¨§¨§§¨ who comes  to  close to your sandwich... ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§§§§¨§                                          §§§§§¨¨§§¨
¨§§¨§¨¨¨§§                                          §¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§
§§¨§§§¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨§§§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§§§¨¨§                                          ¨§§§§§¨§¨¨