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¨§§§§¨¨¨§§ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨¨§§¨§§¨§ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§
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§§§§¨§§¨§§ ¨-=@#@####@#@=-¨ §§§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§§§¨§§¨§§ A COST §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨¨§§¨§§¨¨ (ANECDOTE) ¨§§§§§§¨§¨
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§§§§¨§§§§§ -- §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
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¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §¨¨§¨§¨¨§§
¨§§§§¨¨§§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§§§§¨§¨§
§¨¨¨§¨§¨§§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §§¨¨¨§§§§§
§¨¨§§§§§¨¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. §§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
§§§¨¨¨§§§§ ¨§§¨§¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨§§§¨¨§§§
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=. §§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨¨ ¨§¨§§§§¨§§
§§¨§§§§§¨§ ¨¨ §§§¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§ ¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§§¨§§§§§§
§§§¨¨§§¨§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨§§§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§§§¨¨§§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§
§¨¨¨§§§§§§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §¨§§¨¨§§§¨
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§¨§¨§¨¨§§
§¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§§§§§¨§¨¨
§§¨§¨¨¨§§¨ §¨¨¨¨§§§¨§
¨§§§¨¨§¨§§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
§¨¨§¨§§§¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §¨¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§§¨¨§§§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §¨§¨§§§§§§
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§§§¨§§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
§§§¨¨¨§§¨§ ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨ -- ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§§§¨§§ §§§§¨¨§§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§§¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§§¨§¨§¨§§§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨¨§§§§§§¨§
¨§§§§§§¨¨¨ ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§¨¨¨§§§§§
§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§§§§¨§§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨§¨¨¨§§¨¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §§§¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨¨§§§¨¨§§§
¨¨§¨§§§§§¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§¨§§§§¨¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§§§¨ §¨§¨¨§§¨¨§
§§¨§¨§¨¨§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §§§¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§§§§§¨§¨¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨¨§§§§§§§§
§¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨ ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ BUT I'M TIRED. §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨§§¨§§¨¨ ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
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§§§§¨§§§§§ --===-- ¨§¨¨¨§§¨¨§
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¨§§§§¨¨¨§§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨¨§§¨§§¨§ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨§¨§§¨§§¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §¨§¨¨§§§¨¨
§§§§¨§§¨§§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨§§¨§§¨§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨¨§§§¨§§§¨
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