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###£$%*~,, everything  is completely calm and  dead ,,~*%$£###
###£$%*~,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,~*%$£###
£%*,,,,,,, slowly   start  to   piece  together  my ,,,,,,,*%£
###£$%*~,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,~*%$£###
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###£$%*~,, there are circles and crosses  inscribed ,,~*%$£###
#$$***~,,, all  over my vision, pressing  in, being ,,,~***$$#
####£$*~,, almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, ,,~*$£####
###£$%*~,,     their internal logic changing and    ,,~*%$£###
#£%**,,,,, grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ,,,,,**%£#
#£$$*~,,,, language, sentences i  can't hide  from, ,,,,~*$$£#
###£$%*~,, forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and ,,~*%$£###
####$%*~,,            doing damage there.           ,,~*%$####
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###£$%*~,, then  i  realize  i can't  hear anything ,,~*%$£###
####£$*~,,      because there's something there     ,,~*$£####
#$*~,,,,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,,,~*$#
###£$%*~,, rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ,,~*%$£###
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#££%***~,, my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ,,~***%££#
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###£$%*~,, i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ,,~*%$£###
###£$%*~,, escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ,,~*%$£###
#£%*~,,,,, relief,  such is my  nature. turning the ,,,,,~*%£#
###£$%*~,,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,~*%$£###
####$%*~,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,~*%$####
####£%*~,, does noting...  but time  does  -  after ,,~*%£####
££$**~~~,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,~~~**$££
#£%~~~~~,, doubting  anything of  this  happened in ,,~~~~~%£#
###£$%*~,,             the first place.             ,,~*%$£###
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###£$%*~,, my eyes are  still tense though, scared. ,,~*%$£###
###£$%*~,, i   don't    know    what    to    make. ,,~*%$£###
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###£$%*~,,              but i'm tired.              ,,~*%$£###
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###£$%*~,, this can  happen if you wander too  far, ,,~*%$£###
###£$%*~,, i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ,,~*%$£###
#£££$%*~,,              when dreaming?              ,,~*%$£££#
###£$%*~,, i  imagine a prick on  the nose,  that's ,,~*%$£###
###£$%*~,, what these are. like you  do with a  cat ,,~*%$£###
###£$%*~,, who  comes to close  to your sandwich... ,,~*%$£###
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