växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?