växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?