växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?