växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?