växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?