växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?