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,,§,,,,§,§ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ,§§§,,§,§§
§,,§,,,,,§ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ,§,§§,,,§§
§§,,§,,,,§ DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN ,,,§§§,,§,
§§§,,§,,,, ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §,,§,§§,,,
§,§§,,§,,, THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ,§,,,§§§,,
,,§§§,,§,, THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,,§,,§,§§,
,,§,§§,,§, REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE §,,§,,,§§§
§,,,§§§,,§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,§,,§,,§,§
§§,,§,§§,, ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ,,§,,§,,,§
,§§,,,§§§, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §,,§,,§,,§
,§§§,,§,§§ LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ,§,,§,,§,,
,§,§§,,,§§ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,§,,§,,§,
,,,§§§,,§, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL  THE ,,,§,,§,,§
§,,§,§§,,,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,,,,§,,§,,
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,§,,§,,§,§    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     §,,§,,,,§,
,,§,,§,,,§ INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ,§,,§,,,,§
§,,§,,§,,§ THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ,,§,,§,,,,
,§,,§,,§,, BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,,§,,§,,,
,,§,,§,,§, BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §,,,§,,§,,
,,,§,,§,,§ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,§,,,§,,§,
,,,,§,,§,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,§,,,§,,§
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§,,§,,,,§, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, §,§§,,§,,,
,§,,§,,,,§ WHAT  A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,§§§,,§,,
,,§,,§,,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,§,§§,,§,
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,,§,,,§,,§ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY ,§,,,,§,§§
§,,§,,,§,, HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,§,,,,,§§
§§,,§,,,§, CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,,,§,,,,§,
§§§,,§,,,§ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,,,,§,,,,,
§,§§,,§,,, NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL §,,,,§,,,,
,,§§§,,§,,     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,§,,,,§,,,
,,§,§§,,§,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,§,,,,§,,
,,,,§§§,,§ AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ,,,§,,,,§,
,,,,§,§§,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO  DO ,,,,§,,,,§
§,,,,,§§§,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        §,,,,§,,,,
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