Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking    To   Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The Winter  Because  I 
 Do Not Know How Useful  They  Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last Few Times  At Least,  And 
 There Are Plenty  Of Side Effects That I 
 Really Do Not  Like,  And There Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks   With  Random  Things  That   I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example, For  A 
 Long  Time  I Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And  I  Should Avoid To Ruin All The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or  At  Least The Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,   And   Sometimes  Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They   Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just Drank Too  Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And  Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes To  Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A Load Of ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague  They Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer  Be Dark When I 
 Close  My  Eyes,   Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather Just FieldS  And Motion. 
 Now And Then I Hear  This Sound  (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is Always Unpleasant,  I  Become 
 So Stressful, But I  Think It  Has To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.