=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                    EH                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                     =                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=
:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:
†:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨ I    WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:†
$†:=,¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I ¨¨¨¨¨,=:†$
§$†:=,¨¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨¨¨¨,=:†$§
#§$†:=,¨¨¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨¨,=:†$§#
##§$†:=,¨¨ THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ¨¨,=:†$§##
###§$†:=,¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ¨,=:†$§###
##§$†:=,¨¨ REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE ¨¨,=:†$§##
#§$†:=,¨¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨¨,=:†$§#
§$†:=,¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ¨¨¨¨,=:†$§
$†:=,¨¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨¨¨¨,=:†$
†:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:†
:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:
=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I  SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                     =                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=
:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:
†:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:†
$†:=,¨¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨¨¨,=:†$
§$†:=,¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨,=:†$§
#§$†:=,¨¨¨                     =                    ¨¨¨,=:†$§#
##§$†:=,¨¨                                          ¨¨,=:†$§##
###§$†:=,¨ IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ¨,=:†$§###
##§$†:=,¨¨ WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¨¨,=:†$§##
#§$†:=,¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ¨¨¨,=:†$§#
§$†:=,¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨,=:†$§
$†:=,¨¨¨¨¨                    =                     ¨¨¨¨¨,=:†$
†:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:†
:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:
=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO  DO ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=
:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:
†:=,¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨,=:†
$†:=,¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨,=:†$
§$†:=,¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨,=:†$§
#§$†:=,¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨,=:†$§#