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¨^«\\†@@@¶ I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ¶@@@†\\«^¨
¨¨¨¨«\@&&@ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I @&&@\«¨¨¨¨
¨^«\†@&¶¶¶ DO NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN ¶¶¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@@ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE @@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@@ THEM,  THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&&¶¶ THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¶¶&&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@@ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE @@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@@   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   @@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@# ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I #@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@¶@## HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ##@¶@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@# LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN #@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&@## KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ##@&@†\«^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^\@& ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE &@\^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^«\†@&&&¶             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¶&&&@†\«^¨
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¨¨¨¨¨«\\@¶    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¶@\\«¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^««†@@¶ INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ¶@@†««^¨¨¨
¨^«\†@&¶¶¶ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¶¶¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@@ BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT @@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&&&@ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @&&&@†\«^¨
¨^«««\\@@& COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL &@@\\«««^¨
¨¨¨¨¨^\\†&             THESE THINGS UP.             &†\\^¨¨¨¨¨
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¨^«\\††@¶@ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, @¶@††\\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶¶¶ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¶¶¶&@†\«^¨
¨¨¨¨¨^«†@¶ CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¶@†«^¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨^«\\\\†& IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY &†\\\\«^¨¨
¨^«\†@@@&¶ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¶&@@@†\«^¨
¨¨¨^««††@& CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S &@††««^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^\\\@& THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. &@\\\^¨¨¨¨
¨^«†@&¶@## NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ##@¶&@†«^¨
¨¨¨«\††&&&    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     &&&††\«¨¨¨
¨^«\†@&¶@#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@# AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME #@¶&@†\«^¨
¨^«\†@&¶@@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT  HAS TO DO @@¶&@†\«^¨
^«\†@&¶@##        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ##@¶&@†\«^
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