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.~«†=$#### I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ####$=†«~.
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.~«=$##### ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY #####$=«~.
.~«†=$$$$# ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I #$$$$=†«~.
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.....~«=## LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ##=«~.....
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...~†==### ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ###==†~...
.~«†=$#### SEASONS THIS WAY. ####$=†«~.
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.~«†=$#### HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ####$=†«~.
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.~«†=$#### THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ####$=†«~.
.~«†==$$$# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #$$$==†«~.
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.~«†=$#### WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ####$=†«~.
...««==$$# CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE #$$==««...
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....~†=$## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##$=†~....
.~«†=$#### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ####$=†«~.
.....~†$## CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ##$†~.....
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.~«†=$#### NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ####$=†«~.
....~†=$## "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ##$=†~....
.....«†=$# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #$=†«.....
.~«†=$#### SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ####$=†«~.
.~«««=$$## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##$$=«««~.
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