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#¶§§%^~... I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING ...~^%§§¶#
##¶§§%^~.. HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ..~^%§§¶##
#¶§§%^~... DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN ...~^%§§¶#
¶§§%^~.... ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ....~^%§§¶
§§%^~..... THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND .....~^%§§
§%^~...... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ......~^%§
%^~....... REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE .......~^%
§%^~......   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ......~^%§
§§%^~..... ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I .....~^%§§
¶§§%^~.... HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ....~^%§§¶
#¶§§%^~... LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ...~^%§§¶#
##¶§§%^~.. KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ..~^%§§¶##
#¶§§%^~... ...  AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ...~^%§§¶#
¶§§%^~....             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ....~^%§§¶
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§%^~......    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ......~^%§
§§%^~..... INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN .....~^%§§
¶§§%^~.... THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ....~^%§§¶
#¶§§%^~... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ...~^%§§¶#
##¶§§%^~.. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ..~^%§§¶##
#¶§§%^~... COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ...~^%§§¶#
¶§§%^~....             THESE THINGS UP.             ....~^%§§¶
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§%^~...... IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ......~^%§
§§%^~..... WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" .....~^%§§
¶§§%^~.... CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ....~^%§§¶
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¶§§%^~.... IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY ....~^%§§¶
§§%^~..... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I .....~^%§§
§%^~...... CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ......~^%§
%^~....... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. .......~^%
§%^~...... NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ......~^%§
§§%^~.....     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    .....~^%§§
¶§§%^~....  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ....~^%§§¶
#¶§§%^~... AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ...~^%§§¶#
##¶§§%^~.. SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO ..~^%§§¶##
#¶§§%^~...        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ...~^%§§¶#
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