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##$*^¨¨¨¨¨                    EH                    ¨¨¨¨¨^*$##
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#%%-¨¨¨¨¨¨ I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨-%%#
#$%--¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨¨¨--%$#
####$%*-^¨ DO NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ¨^-*%$####
##%*^¨¨¨¨¨ THEM,  THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨^*%##
####$%*-^¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ¨^-*%$####
#####%*-^¨ REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ¨^-*%#####
####$%*-^¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨^-*%$####
#$%-^^^^¨¨ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ¨¨^^^^-%$#
###%-^^¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ¨¨¨^^-%###
####$%*-^¨ LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A CERTAIN ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ¨^-*%$####
##%%%-^¨¨¨ ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ¨¨¨^-%%%##
####$%*-^¨             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨^-*%$####
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#%***^^¨¨¨                    -                     ¨¨¨^^***%#
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####$%*-^¨     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨^-*%$####
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##$$$%*-^¨                                          ¨^-*%$$$##
#%*--¨¨¨¨¨ IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ¨¨¨¨¨--*%#
####$%*-^¨ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ¨^-*%$####
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##$%*-¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨-*%$##
#%-^¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨^-%#
####$%*-^¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨^-*%$####
##$*^¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨^*$##
####$%*-^¨ NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¨^-*%$####
##%*^¨¨¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨¨^*%##
####$%*-^¨ AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¨^-*%$####
####$%*-^¨ SO  STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨^-*%$####
##$%%-¨¨¨¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨¨¨¨-%%$##
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##$*^^¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨^^*$##
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