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@@@@@¨@@@¨ EH @¨¨@¨@@@@@
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¨¨¨¨¨@¨@¨@ » @@@@¨¨@¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨@¨¨¨¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨¨¨¨@@@¨@¨
¨¨¨¨¨@@¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @¨¨¨@¨¨@@@
@¨¨¨¨@¨@¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN @@¨¨@@¨@¨¨
@@¨¨¨@@@@¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨¨@¨@¨@@@¨
@¨@¨¨@¨¨¨@ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @¨@@@@@¨¨@
¨@@@¨@@¨¨@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @@@¨¨¨¨@¨@
@@¨¨@@¨@¨@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨¨¨@¨¨¨@@@
¨¨@¨@¨@@@@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @¨¨@@¨¨@¨¨
¨¨@@@@@¨¨¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨@¨@¨@¨@@¨
¨¨@¨¨¨¨@¨¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨@@@@@@@¨@
@¨@@¨¨¨@@¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @@¨¨¨¨¨¨@@
¨@@¨@¨¨@¨@ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS @¨@¨¨¨¨¨@¨
¨@¨@@@¨@@@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨@@@¨¨¨¨@@
@@@@¨¨@@¨¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨@¨¨@¨¨¨@¨
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¨@¨¨@@@@@@ » ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨
¨@@¨@¨¨¨¨¨ @@@@¨@@@@@
@@¨@@@¨¨¨¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨¨¨¨@@¨¨¨¨
@¨@@¨¨@¨¨¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨¨¨¨@¨@¨¨¨
@@@¨@¨@@¨¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨¨¨¨@@@@¨¨
@¨¨@@@@¨@¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨¨¨¨@¨¨¨@¨
@@¨@¨¨¨@@@ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @¨¨¨@@¨¨@@
¨¨@@@¨¨@¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨
¨¨@¨¨@¨@@¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨¨@¨@@@@@@
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@¨¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@@¨@@¨¨¨
@@¨@¨@@@@@ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, @@@¨@@¨@¨¨
@¨@@@@¨¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @¨¨@@¨@@@¨
@@@¨¨¨@¨¨¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨@¨@¨@@¨¨@
¨¨¨@¨¨@@¨¨ ¨@@@@@¨@¨@
@¨¨@@¨@¨@¨ » @@¨¨¨¨@@@@
¨@¨@¨@@@@@ @¨@¨¨¨@¨¨¨
¨@@@@@¨¨¨¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨@@@¨¨@@¨¨
¨@¨¨¨¨@¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨@¨¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@@¨¨¨@@¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S @@@¨@@@@@@
@@¨@¨¨@¨@¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨@@¨¨¨¨¨
@¨@@@¨@@@@ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL @¨¨@¨@¨¨¨¨
@@@¨¨@@¨¨¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨@¨@@@@¨¨¨
@¨¨@¨@¨@¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨@@@¨¨¨@¨¨
@@¨@@@@@@¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @@¨¨@¨¨@@¨
@¨@@¨¨¨¨¨@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @¨@¨@@¨@¨@
¨@@¨@¨¨¨¨@ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. @@@@@¨@@@@
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