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###@%^^«,¨                    eh                    ¨,«^^%@###
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##@@%^^«,¨ i    was   thinking    to   stop   doing ¨,«^^%@@##
#@^^^«¨¨¨¨ hallucinogens  in the winter  because  i ¨¨¨¨«^^^@#
#@%%^^,,¨¨ do not  know  how  useful they have been ¨¨,,^^%%@#
@%%%^^«¨¨¨ anyway?  i  get  so  tense when  i  take ¨¨¨«^^%%%@
@@%%^^^«,¨ them, the last  few times at  least, and ¨,«^^^%%@@
#@@@%^^«,¨ there are plenty of side  effects that i ¨,«^^%@@@#
###@%^^«,¨ really do not like,  and there  will  be ¨,«^^%@###
@@@%^^«¨¨¨   associations with these mini-anxiety   ¨¨¨«^^%@@@
###@%^^«,¨ attacks  with   random  things   that  i ¨,«^^%@###
@@%%%^^«,¨ happen  to see...  for  example,  for  a ¨,«^^%%%@@
##@@%^^«,¨ long  time i  could not  see  a  certain ¨,«^^%@@##
###@%^^«,¨ kind  of  leaf  without  getting anxious ¨,«^^%@###
###@%^^«,¨ ...  and i should  avoid to ruin all the ¨,«^^%@###
##%^«¨¨¨¨¨             seasons this way.            ¨¨¨¨¨«^%##
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@^^^^,¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨,^^^^@
####@%^«,¨    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     ¨,«^%@####
###@%^^«,¨ increased  or at  least  the burn-ins in ¨,«^^%@###
###@%^^«,¨ the  eyes,   and  sometimes   stuff   is ¨,«^^%@###
###@%^^«,¨ breathing   now,  they  did  not  do  it ¨,«^^%@###
###@%^^«,¨ before. but  maybe i just drank too much ¨,«^^%@###
@^«¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ coffee.  maybe i'm scared and making all ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨«^@
###@%^^«,¨             these things up.             ¨,«^^%@###
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#@^^«,,¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨,,«^^@#
###@%^^«,¨ it  comes  to  me  sometimes that  shit, ¨,«^^%@###
#@%^«¨¨¨¨¨ what a load of  concepts this  "reality" ¨¨¨¨¨«^%@#
##@^««««,¨ consists  of,  and how  vague  they  are ¨,««««^@##
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@%^«,¨¨¨¨¨ if  i  do  not  sleep  for about  twenty ¨¨¨¨¨,«^%@
@%^««¨¨¨¨¨ hours, it will no longer be  dark when i ¨¨¨¨¨««^%@
@%%^,,,¨¨¨ close  my  eyes,  not   actually   cev's ¨¨¨,,,^%%@
###@%^^«,¨ though, rather  just  fields and motion. ¨,«^^%@###
###@%^^«,¨ now and then  i  hear this sound (a real ¨,«^^%@###
####@%^«,¨    sound (i think)), resembling some     ¨,«^%@####
###@%^^«,¨  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ¨,«^^%@###
###@%^^«,¨ and  it is  always unpleasant, i  become ¨,«^^%@###
###@%^^«,¨ so stressful,  but i think it has  to do ¨,«^^%@###
###@%^^«,¨        with the novelty. i hope.         ¨,«^^%@###
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