jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt    the   all   too    familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness of  sound and  colors, and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here    it     comes,     i     thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted   and   the  sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound, like  when you 
 daydream   and   see  what  you  imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i walked toward  my bike  i  noticed 
 that there was a  strange humming  sound 
 going on, a dark,  metallic,  drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions, acting  as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i rode toward my  house i  understood 
 that  this hum was  in  the other "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded myself  singing in tune with 
 the  sound,  so  i  could find it on the 
 piano   later.  it   was   a  g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things lost  all  sense  of  proportion; 
 when  i  looked at them they  would fill 
 my entire vision,  and without  anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between being  percieved  as very  small 
           or enourmously big.            
                                          
 in  the middle  of the day  in a  forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got  struck by 
 fear  and  climbed  a  great  height. my 
 inner organs were  tugged  by  a  second 
 gravity.  this made  me  feel  very ill, 
 but  it  lessened   if  i  complied  and 
 lunged  my body  in the felt  direction. 
                                          
 this  is   when  i   found   a  dark orb