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.~«†=$#### I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ####$=†«~.
...«†=$$$# THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #$$$=†«...
....~~†$## REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE ##$†~~....
.~«=$#####   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #####$=«~.
.~«†=$$$$# ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I #$$$$=†«~.
...~«†$$## HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ##$$†«~...
.....~«=## LONG TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ##=«~.....
.~«†=$#### KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ####$=†«~.
...~†==### ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ###==†~...
.~«†=$####             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ####$=†«~.
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.~«†=$####    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ####$=†«~.
.~«†††††$# INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN #$†††††«~.
.~«†=$#### THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$#### BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ####$=†«~.
.~«†==$$$# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH #$$$==†«~.
.~«†=##### COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL #####=†«~.
.....~†$$#             THESE THINGS UP.             #$$†~.....
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....~†=### IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ###=†~....
.~«†=$#### WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ####$=†«~.
...««==$$# CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE #$$==««...
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....~†=$## IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ##$=†~....
.~«†=$#### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ####$=†«~.
.....~†$## CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ##$†~.....
....~««†=# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. #=†««~....
.~«†=$#### NOW AND THEN I  HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ####$=†«~.
.~«†=$####    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ####$=†«~.
....~†=$##  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ##$=†~....
.....«†=$# AND  IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME #$=†«.....
.~«†=$#### SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO DO ####$=†«~.
.~«««=$$##         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ##$$=«««~.
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