jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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##¤¤%^:~-, i felt the all too familiar ,-~:^%¤¤##
¤¤%:~~~-,, constriction of everything, the ,,-~~~:%¤¤
¤¤^^~-,,,, vividness of sound and colors, and the ,,,,-~^^¤¤
####¤^:~-, narrowed attention span. ,-~:^¤####
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#¤¤%::~~-, here it comes, i thought. ,-~~::%¤¤#
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###¤%^:~-, some birds tweeted and the sound ,-~:^%¤###
¤%%^^~-,,, reverberated in my head, seemingly ,,,-~^^%%¤
##¤^~---,, "behind" all other sound, like when you ,,---~^¤##
¤%^^~,,,,, daydream and see what you imagine ,,,,,~^^%¤
#%^^~~,,,, clearer than what you look at. ,,,,~~^^%#
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#%:-,,,,,, as i walked toward my bike i noticed ,,,,,,-:%#
###¤%^:~-, that there was a strange humming sound ,-~:^%¤###
###¤%^:~-, going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ,-~:^%¤###
###¤%^:~-, monotone thing coming from seemingly ,-~:^%¤###
###¤%^:~-, all directions, acting as a backdrop ,-~:^%¤###
¤^^~~--,,, for all other sound. ,,,--~~^^¤
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¤¤¤¤%^:~-, as i rode toward my house i understood ,-~:^%¤¤¤¤
¤^~~,,,,,, that this hum was in the other "sound ,,,,,,~~^¤
###¤%^:~-, space" as well. ,-~:^%¤###
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###¤%^:~-, (i recorded myself singing in tune with ,-~:^%¤###
¤^~-,,,,,, the sound, so i could find it on the ,,,,,,-~^¤
###¤%^:~-, piano later. it was a g sharp). ,-~:^%¤###
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#%:-,,,,,, things lost all sense of proportion; ,,,,,,-:%#
¤%^~-,,,,, when i looked at them they would fill ,,,,,-~^%¤
##%:--,,,, my entire vision, and without anything ,,,,--:%##
####¤%^:-, changing visually they would oscillate ,-:^%¤####
##¤%:---,, between being percieved as very small ,,---:%¤##
¤%^::~,,,, or enourmously big. ,,,,~::^%¤
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###¤%^:~-, in the middle of the day in a forest ,-~:^%¤###
###¤%^:~-, with nobody around, i got struck by ,-~:^%¤###
###¤%^:~-, fear and climbed a great height. my ,-~:^%¤###
##¤¤%^:~-, inner organs were tugged by a second ,-~:^%¤¤##
###¤%^:~-, gravity. this made me feel very ill, ,-~:^%¤###
#¤¤^~-,,,, but it lessened if i complied and ,,,,-~^¤¤#
###¤%^:~-, lunged my body in the felt direction. ,-~:^%¤###
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####¤%^:~, this is when i found a dark orb ,~:^%¤####
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