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...~*%§### I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ###§%*~...
....~*%§## HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I ##§%*~....
.....~*%§# DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN #§%*~.....
......~*%§ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §%*~......
.......~*% THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST,  AND %*~.......
........~* THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I *~........
.......~*% REALLY  DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL  BE %*~.......
......~*%§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §%*~......
.....~*%§# ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT   I #§%*~.....
....~*%§## HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ##§%*~....
...~*%§### LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ###§%*~...
..~*%§#### KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ####§%*~..
...~*%§### ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN  ALL THE ###§%*~...
....~*%§##             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ##§%*~....
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........~*    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     *~........
.......~*% INCREASED  OR AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN %*~.......
......~*%§ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS §%*~......
.....~*%§# BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT #§%*~.....
....~*%§## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ##§%*~....
...~*%§### COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ###§%*~...
..~*%§####             THESE THINGS UP.             ####§%*~..
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......~*%§ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §%*~......
.......~*% WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" %*~.......
........~* CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE *~........
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....~*%§## IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ##§%*~....
...~*%§### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ###§%*~...
..~*%§#### CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ####§%*~..
...~*%§### THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. ###§%*~...
....~*%§## NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND  (A REAL ##§%*~....
.....~*%§#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     #§%*~.....
......~*%§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §%*~......
.......~*% AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME %*~.......
........~* SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS  TO DO *~........
.......~*%         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        %*~.......
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