växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?