växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?