växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?