växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?