växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?