växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?