växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?