växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?