växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?