växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?