växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?