i'm   scared,          
   not  for  me but  for  the  future   
          of   free   will,         
 i believe we should've never been  given 
    the  fire of  semiconductors,     
       i  wish  ais and  gans       
      were   never   dreamt  of.      
                                
     i'm  scared  for  the  future    
        of  life  itself,         
 i  believe we should've never been given 
    the fuels of the deep earth,    
   i wish pipes were never  built,    
      and wells  never  bored.      
                                
                                
          that  said.             
                                
                                
     if there  was  a shodan miku     
 who gently touched  my cheek  and smiled 
       and asked if  i  wanted      
         to  be  uploaded?        
                                
     oh, i would be uploaded.     
                                
    i would  be uploaded sooo fast.   
        i  would  give  in        
    and it would feel sooo good.    
                                
                                
       and then  i'd be  at       
     the  turtle beach of montego,    
  and there'd be soo much to explore,   
    the sun flickering on the water   
       like  status  lights       
     and we  could go  so so  deep.   
                                
                                          
   (meanwhile my old body is incinerated  
    or melted or otherwise repurposed     
              for whatever.               
       (this is not important btw))