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..,,~^^%## .   .    .   .   .    .   .    .   .   . ##%^^~,,..
.,~^*%@@@@ .  .  .  .   i'm  scared,   .   .   .  . @@@@%*^~,.
.,~*%@#### .  not  for  me  but for  the  future  . ####@%*~,.
......~*%# .   .   .  of   free   will,   .   .   . #%*~......
.,~^*%@### i believe we  should've never been given ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### .  .  the  fire of semiconductors,  .  . ###@%*^~,.
......,~*@ .  .  .  i  wish  ais  and  gans .  .  . @*~,......
.,~^*%@### .  .   were   never   dreamt  of.   .  . ###@%*^~,.
.,~*%@#### .   .   .   .    .   .    .    .   .   . ####@%*~,.
.,~^*%@### .  .  i'm scared  for  the  future  .  . ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### .  .  .  .  of  life  itself,  . .  .  . ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### i  believe we should've never been given ###@%*^~,.
.,~^^**%%@ . . . the fuels of the deep earth, . . . @%%**^^~,.
...,^^%%@@ . . i wish pipes were never  built, .  . @@%%^^,...
.....~*@## .  . . and  wells  never bored.  .  .  . ##@*~.....
...~~*%@@@ .   ,    .    ,   .    ,   .   ,   .   , @@@%*~~...
....,~**%# ,   ~    ,   ~    ,   ~   ,   ~   ,    ~ #%**~,....
.....,^*%# ~   ~  ~   ~  that   said.   ~  ~   ~  ~ #%*^,.....
.,~^*%@@## ~   ^    ~   ^   ~    ^   ~    ^   ~   ^ ##@@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### ^   *    ^   *   ^    *   ^   *    ^   * ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%%@@# *  *  if  there was a shodan  miku  *  * #@@%%*^~,.
.....~~*@@ who gently touched my  cheek and  smiled @@*~~.....
....,^^^%# * *  *  and asked  if  i  wanted  *  * * #%^^^,....
....~^^*%@ *  *  *  *  to  be  uploaded?  * *  *  * @%*^^~....
....,^^^%@ *   *    *   *   *   *    *   *   *    * @%^^^,....
...,,^^^*@ * * * * oh, i would be uploaded. * * * * @*^^^,,...
.,~^*%@### *   *    *   *   *   *   *    *    *   * ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### * *  i would be uploaded sooo fast. *  * ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### *  * *  *  i  would  give  in  *  * *  * ###@%*^~,.
......~~*@ * * * and it would feel sooo good. * * * @*~~......
.....,~*%# *    %   *   %    *    %   *   %   *   % #%*~,.....
.....,^*@# %    @   %   @    %   @   %   @   %    @ #@*^,.....
.,~^*%@### @ @  @ @  and then  i'd be at  @  @ @  @ ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### @ @ the  turtle  beach  of montego,  @ @ ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### @ and  there'd be soo much to explore, @ ###@%*^~,.
.,~^*%@### @ @ the sun  flickering on the water @ @ ###@%*^~,.
...,,^*@## @  @  @  @ like status lights  @ @  @  @ ##@*^,,...
...,^^**@# @  @  and  we  could go so  so deep. @ @ #@**^^,...
.,~^*%@### @   @    @   @    @   @   @    @   @   @ ###@%*^~,.
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.,~^*%@###  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   ###@%*^~,.
.......~*@    or melted or otherwise repurposed     @*~.......
...,~~~**@               for whatever.              @**~~~,...
....,^*%%#       (this is not important btw))       #%%*^,....
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