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,&,&,&,,,,                 (icarus)                 &&,&,&&&&&
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&,,,,,,&,, i   had  this   idea   that   you  could &,&,,,&,,,
&&,,,,,&&,  construct reality checks (as for lucid  &&&&,,&&,,
&,&,,,,&,& dreaming, where you'd learn  this  habit &,,,&,&,&,
&&&&,,,&&& of trying  to sneakily  break the  rules ,&,,&&&&&&
,,,,&,,&,, of   causality  or   physics,   such  as ,&&,&,,,,,
,,,,&&,&&, flipping a  light  switch to  see  if it &&,&&&,,,,
,,,,&,&&,& actually   turns  off  the  lights,   or &,&&,,&,,,
,,,,&&&,&& trying   to  get  your  hands  to  phase &&&,&,&&,,
,,,,&,,&&, together. the thought being  that if any ,,,&&&&,&,
,,,,&&,&,& of  the  "checks" actually worked, you'd ,,,&,,,&&&
&,,,&,&&&& know  you  were   dreaming)  for  datura &,,&&,,&,,
&&,,&&&,,,                  plants.                 ,&,&,&,&&,
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,&&&&&,&&, i thought,  you could get  in the  habit ,,,,,,,,&&
&&,,,,&&,& of throwing  things on the  ground, like ,,,,,,,,&,
&,&,,,&,&&    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    ,,,,,,,,&&
,&&&,,&&&, because  everyone who does datura smokes &,,,,,,,&,
,&,,&,&,,& cigarettes. (they  in  fact  aren't, and ,&,,,,,,&&
&&&,&&&&,& so  sooner  or  later   the   cigarettes &&&,,,,,&,
&,,&&,,,&& disappear, and  they search  the ground, ,,,&,,,,&&
,&,&,&,,&, but  nothing's  there.) throwing pens on &,,&&,,,&,
,&&&&&&,&& the ground and  picking  them  back  up. &&,&,&,,&&
&&,,,,,&&, and be really concerned  if they weren't ,,&&&&&,&,
&,&,,,,&,&               to be there.               ,,&,,,,&&&
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,&,,&,,&,, this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants ,,&,&,,&&,
,&&,&&,&&, work.    but   i   had   the    thought. ,,&&&&,&,&
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