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@,,@,,,@,@ i  had   this   idea   that   you  could ,,@,@@@,,,
@@,@@,,@@@  construct reality checks (as for lucid  ,,@@@,,@,,
@,@@,@,@,, dreaming,  where  you'd learn this habit @,@,,@,@@,
@@@,@@@@@, of trying  to sneakily  break the  rules @@@@,@@@,@
,,,@@,,,,@ of   causality  or   physics,   such  as ,,,,@@,,@@
@,,@,@,,,@ flipping  a  light switch  to  see if it ,,,,@,@,@,
@@,@@@@,,@ actually  turns  off   the   lights,  or ,,,,@@@@@@
,,@@,,,@,@ trying  to  get  your  hands  to   phase ,,,,@,,,,,
,,@,@,,@@@ together. the thought being that  if any ,,,,@@,,,,
,,@@@@,@,, of the "checks"  actually  worked, you'd ,,,,@,@,,,
,,@,,,@@@, know  you  were   dreaming)  for  datura @,,,@@@@,,
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@,@@@@@,@@ i thought,  you  could  get in the habit ,@@@@,@,@,
@@@,,,,@@, of throwing things on  the ground,  like @@,,,@@@@@
,,,@,,,@,@    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    @,@,,@,,,,
,,,@@,,@@@ because everyone who does datura  smokes @@@@,@@,,,
,,,@,@,@,, cigarettes.  (they  in fact aren't,  and @,,,@@,@,,
,,,@@@@@@, so  sooner   or  later   the  cigarettes @@,,@,@@@,
,,,@,,,,,@ disappear, and  they search  the ground, ,,@,@@@,,@
@,,@@,,,,@ but nothing's there.) throwing  pens  on @,@@@,,@,@
,@,@,@,,,@ the  ground  and picking  them  back up. @@@,,@,@@@
@@@@@@@,,@ and  be really concerned if they weren't ,,,@,@@@,,
@,,,,,,@,@               to be there.               ,,,@@@,,@,
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,,@,,,,@,, this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants ,,,@@,@@@,
,,@@,,,@@, work.   but    i    had   the   thought. @,,@,@@,,@
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