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,&&&,,,&,&                 (icarus)                 ,&&&&&,&&,
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&&&,&&,&,, i   had   this   idea  that   you  could ,,&,,,&,&&
,,,&&,&&&,  construct reality checks (as for lucid  &,&&,,&&&,
,,,&,&&,,& dreaming, where you'd  learn  this habit &&&,&,&,,&
&,,&&&,&,& of trying  to sneakily break  the  rules ,,,&&&&&,&
,&,&,,&&&& of  causality  or   physics,   such   as ,,,&,,,,&&
&&&&&,&,,, flipping a  light  switch to see  if  it &,,&&,,,&,
&,,,,&&&,, actually   turns   off  the  lights,  or &&,&,&,,&&
,&,,,&,,&, trying  to  get   your  hands  to  phase ,,&&&&&,&,
,&&,,&&,&& together. the thought being  that if any &,&,,,,&&&
&&,&,&,&&, of the  "checks"  actually worked, you'd &&&&,,,&,,
&,&&&&&&,& know  you  were  dreaming)   for  datura ,,,,&,,&&,
&&&,,,,,&&                 plants.                  &,,,&&,&,&
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&,,&&,,,&& i  thought,  you could get in the  habit &,&,&&&,,,
&&,&,&,,&, of throwing  things on the ground,  like &&&&&,,&,,
&,&&&&&,&&    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    &,,,,&,&&,
&&&,,,,&&, because  everyone who does datura smokes ,&,,,&&&,&
,,,&,,,&,& cigarettes. (they  in fact  aren't,  and ,&&,,&,,&&
&,,&&,,&&& so  sooner  or   later   the  cigarettes &&,&,&&,&,
&&,&,&,&,, disappear, and  they  search the ground, &,&&&&,&&&
,,&&&&&&&, but nothing's there.)  throwing pens  on &&&,,,&&,,
,,&,,,,,,& the  ground  and  picking  them back up. ,,,&,,&,&,
,,&&,,,,,& and be really concerned if  they weren't ,,,&&,&&&&
&,&,&,,,,&               to be there.               ,,,&,&&,,,
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&,,,,,&,,& this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants ,,,&,,&&&,
&&,,,,&&,& work.   but   i    had   the    thought. &,,&&,&,,&
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