stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out