stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out