stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will  but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out