stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out