stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out