stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out