stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out