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.&.&&.&&.. THIS BODY IS STRESSED AND I  DON'T  KNOW &&&&..&&&&
&&&&.&&.&. WHY! IT SEEMS TOO SLOW  FOR MY  TASTE? I &...&.&...
&...&&.&&& TRY TO  NUMB ITS  WILL  BUT IT ONLY GETS &&..&&&&..
&&..&.&&.. MORE FRIGHTENED  BY  ITS  OWN EXISTENCE. &.&.&...&.
&.&.&&&.&. AT  THIS POINT A  LOT OF MY  SUBCONCIOUS &&&&&&..&&
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&&&..&&&&. I PLAY WITH THE THOUGH  OF  SEDATING IT, &.&...&...
&..&.&...& BUT   DECIDE   THAT   IT  WILL  PROBABLY &&&&..&&..
&&.&&&&..&                BACKFIRE.                 ....&.&.&.
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.&&.&..&&& **   THERE    IS   NO    WAY    OUT   ** &&..&.....
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