stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out