stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out