stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out