stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out