stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try  to numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out