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....&&..&& this body is  stressed and i  don't know &&&....&..
&&&....... why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i &&..&&...&
&&..&&&&&& try to numb  its will but  it only  gets .......&..
.....&&&&. more  frightened by its  own  existence. &&&&&&....
&&&&..&&.. at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious .&&&&..&&&
&&&......&             is just screams.             ..&&....&&
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&....&&... i  play  with the though of sedating it, ..&&......
..&&....&& but   decide   that  it  will   probably .....&&&&.
&....&&...                 backfire.                &&&&..&&..
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&....&&... %%   there   is    no    way   out    %% &&..&&&&&&
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