stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out