stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out