stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out