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,§,§,§,§,§                  stress                  ,§,,§,,§,§
,§,§,§,§,§                  ======                  ,§,§§,§§,§
,§,§,§,§,§                                          ,§,,§,,§,§
,§,§,§,§,§ this body is stressed and  i don't  know ,§,§§,§§,§
,§,§,§,§,§ why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i ,§,,§,,§,§
,§,§,§,§,§ try  to numb its  will but it only  gets ,§,§§,§§,§
,§,§,§,§,§ more frightened by  its  own  existence. ,§,,§,,§,§
,§,§,§,§,§ at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious ,§,§§,§§,§
,§,§,§,§,§             is just screams.             ,§,,§,,§,§
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,§,§,§,§,§ i play with  the though of  sedating it, ,§,,§,,§,§
,§,§,§,§,§ but   decide  that   it  will   probably ,§,§§,§§,§
,§,§,§,§,§                 backfire.                ,§,,§,,§,§
,§,§,§,§,§                                          ,§,§§,§§,§
,§,§,§,§,§ $$   there   is    no    way    out   $$ ,§,,§,,§,§
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,§,§,§,§,§                  ======                  ,§,,§,,§,§
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