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&,,&,&,&,,                  stress                  ,&,&&,,&,&
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&,&&,&,&,& this  body  is stressed and i don't know ,&,,&,&&,,
&,,&,&,&,, why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i ,&,&&,,&,&
&,&&,&,&,& try to  numb its  will but it only  gets ,&,,&,&&,,
&,,&,&,&,, more frightened  by  its own  existence. ,&,&&,,&,&
&,&&,&,&,& at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious ,&,,&,&&,,
&,,&,&,&,,             is just screams.             ,&,&&,,&,&
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&,,&,&,&,, i play  with  the though of sedating it, ,&,&&,,&,&
&,&&,&,&,& but   decide   that   it  will  probably ,&,,&,&&,,
&,,&,&,&,,                 backfire.                ,&,&&,,&,&
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&,,&,&,&,, ††    there    is   no   way   out    †† ,&,&&,,&,&
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