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..&.&&.&&& this  body is stressed  and i don't know ......&...
....&&.&.& why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i .......&..
....&&...& try to numb its will but  it  only  gets ........&.
....&&&..& more frightened  by  its own  existence. &........&
&...&.&&.. at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious &&........
.&....&&&.             is just screams.             &&&.......
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...&....&& i play with the  though of sedating  it, ..&&&.....
....&...&. but   decide   that  it   will  probably ..&.&&....
.....&....                 backfire.                ....&&&...
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.......&.. ††    there   is    no   way   out    †† ......&&&.
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