stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to  numb its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out