stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its will but  it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out