stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out