stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out