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,,,@@@,@,, this body  is  stressed and i don't know ,,@,,@,@,@
,,@,,@@@,@ why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i ,@@,@@@@@@
,@@,@,,@@@ try to  numb  its will but  it only gets @,@@,,,,,@
@,@@@,@,,, more frightened  by its  own  existence. @@,@,,,,@@
@@,,@@@,,, at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious ,@@@,,,@,,
,@,@,,@,,,             is just screams.             @,,@,,@@,@
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,,,@@,@,@@ i play with  the though of sedating  it, @@,@@@@,,,
,,@,@@@@,, but   decide  that   it  will   probably ,@@,,,@,,,
,@@@,,,@,,                 backfire.                @,@,,@@,,,
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@,@@,@,@@, §§   there    is   no    way   out    §§ ,,@@@@@,,@
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