stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out