stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out