stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out