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@@@,,@@,,@ THIS  BODY IS STRESSED AND  I DON'T KNOW ,,@@,,@@@@
@@,,,,,,,, WHY! IT SEEMS TOO  SLOW  FOR MY TASTE? I ,,,,,,,@@@
@,,@@@@@@, TRY TO NUMB  ITS WILL BUT  IT ONLY  GETS @@@@@@,,@@
,,,,@@@@,, MORE  FRIGHTENED  BY ITS  OWN EXISTENCE. ,@@@@,,,,@
,@@,,@@,,, AT  THIS POINT  A LOT OF MY  SUBCONCIOUS ,,@@,,@@,,
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,,@@@@,,,, I PLAY  WITH THE THOUGH  OF SEDATING IT, ,,,@@@@,,@
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