stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try to  numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out