stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out