stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out