stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out