stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out