stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out