stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out