stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out