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&..&&.&..& this  body is  stressed and i don't know &.&..&&...
&&.&.&&&.& why! it seems too slow  for my taste?  i &&&&.&.&..
&.&&&&..&& try to  numb  its will but it only  gets ....&&&&&.
&&&...&.&. more frightened  by its  own  existence. &...&....&
...&..&&&& at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious .&..&&...&
&..&&.&...             is just screams.             &&&.&.&..&
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&&&&&&..&. i play  with the though of sedating  it, &..&....&&
......&.&& but   decide  that   it   will  probably &&.&&...&.
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