stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out