stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out