some kind of fever dream where      
 everything  is politics and a gun  fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have weapons  that  deal  damage  to 
 ourselves, or no  damage, according to a 
 weird  system  i  never  understand, and 
 the whole  dream is  about wanting  to 
 understand, it's  very pressing, it's  a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand