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...,~/$*&@ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE @&*$/~,...
....,~/$*& &*$/~,....
.....,~/$* THE SPIRIT TRAVELS *$/~,.....
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.......,~/ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND /~,.......
......,~/$ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD $/~,......
.....,~/$* SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I *$/~,.....
....,~/$*& SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY &*$/~,....
...,~/$*&@ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. @&*$/~,...
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.,~/$*&@@# THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL #@@&*$/~,.
..,~/$*&@@ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. @@&*$/~,..
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....,~/$*& .. &*$/~,....
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......,~/$ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED $/~,......
.......,~/ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING /~,.......
........,~ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ~,........
........., THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ,.........
.......... GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ..........
.......... LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ..........
.......... FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ..........
........., DOING DAMAGE THERE. ,.........
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.......,~/ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING /~,.......
......,~/$ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE $/~,......
.....,~/$* ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A *$/~,.....
....,~/$*& RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S &*$/~,....
...,~/$*&@ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. @&*$/~,...
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...,~/$*&@ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S @&*$/~,...
....,~/$*& ALMOST MOCKING. &*$/~,....
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......,~/$ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO $/~,......
.......,~/ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING /~,.......
........,~ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ~,........
........., LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ,.........
.......... OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ..........
.......... DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ..........
.......... THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ..........
........., DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ,.........
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......,~/$ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. $/~,......
.....,~/$* I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. *$/~,.....
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...,~/$*&@ BUT I'M TIRED. @&*$/~,...
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.....,~/$* THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, *$/~,.....
......,~/$ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS $/~,......
.......,~/ WHEN DREAMING? /~,.......
........,~ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ~,........
........., WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ,.........
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