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@@@@$%\~.. in my first madness i  gave names to  my ..~\%$@@@@
@$%\...... made up  patron  saints and there was  a ......\%$@
###@$%\~.. lot  of surrounding  beliefs and i had a ..~\%$@###
@@%%\~.... reincarnation system all made out and  i ....~\%%@@
@%~.......        started smoking cigarettes        .......~%@
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@%%%~..... kin list:                                .....~%%%@
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@@@$\~~~.. me - my angsty, depressed,               ..~~~\$@@@
#$%~~.....      angry little self                   .....~~%$#
@$$%%%\~.. musho - likes colours                    ..~\%%%$$@
###@$%\~.. vidmi - god of forsaken writing          ..~\%$@###
###@$%\~.. implements                               ..~\%$@###
##@@$%\~.. naftakin - black cloak and substrate     ..~\%$@@##
@%~.......            for various made up worlds    .......~%@
#@$\\..... wanja - actually i don't know this       .....\\$@#
####$%\~..         person. something about          ..~\%$####
###@$%\~..         "leaves"? or is wanja            ..~\%$@###
###@$%\~..         the "final fox"? (kills you)     ..~\%$@###
###@$%\~.. heaven - the world                       ..~\%$@###
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