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§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ SLOWLY  START   TO   PIECE  TOGETHER  MY ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
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¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND  CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§ ALL OVER  MY  VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨¨¨§§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
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¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨ LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES I CAN'T  HIDE FROM, §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN  MY MIND, AND ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
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¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM.  IT'S §¨§§¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§             ALMOST MOCKING.              ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
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§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON  THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
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§§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ DOES  NOTING... BUT  TIME  DOES  - AFTER ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
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§¨§§¨¨§¨¨§ DOUBTING  ANYTHING OF  THIS HAPPENED  IN ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨             THE FIRST PLACE.             ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§ MY EYES ARE  STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT   TO    MAKE. ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
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¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨              WHEN DREAMING?              ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§ I IMAGINE A  PRICK  ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ WHAT  THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH  A CAT ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE  TO  YOUR SANDWICH... §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
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