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¨¨§§§§§§§¨ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE §¨§§§¨§§¨§
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§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§
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§§¨§§¨§¨¨§ -- ¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨
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§¨§§¨¨§§§¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §¨§§§§§¨§§
§§¨§¨§¨¨§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨§§§§§¨§¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
§¨¨¨¨§§§§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §§¨¨§§§§§§
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§ §§§§¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨§¨§¨¨¨§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§§§¨¨§¨§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS -WRONG-. ¨¨§§¨¨¨§§§
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¨§§¨§§¨§§§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨¨§¨§§§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨§§¨¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨§§§¨¨§¨¨¨
§§¨§§¨§¨§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨¨§¨§§¨¨§
¨§§¨§§§§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §¨§§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §§¨¨§§§§§¨
§§¨§¨¨§§¨¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§§¨§¨§¨§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§§§¨¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨§§§§§§§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨§§¨§¨§¨§
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨§¨§§§§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨§§§§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨§§¨¨¨§§§§
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. §¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
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§¨¨§§§§¨§¨ ¨§¨§§§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨§§§¨ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §§§¨¨§§§§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨§§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§§
¨¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ¨§§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§§§¨§§§§§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨¨§§§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§¨¨¨§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §¨§¨¨§§§¨§
§§§§§¨¨§¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §§§¨§¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§§§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨¨§§§¨§¨§§
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§¨¨§§§§¨§
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§¨§¨¨¨§§§
¨§§¨§§¨§§§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨§§§¨¨§¨¨§
§¨§§¨§§¨¨¨ THE FIRST PLACE. §¨¨§¨§§¨§§
§§¨§§¨§¨¨¨ §¨§§§¨§§¨¨
¨§§¨§§§¨¨§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §§¨¨§§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨¨§¨§¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨§¨§¨§§§§§
§§¨§¨§§§§¨ §§§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§¨¨¨§¨ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
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¨¨§§§§§§§¨ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, §¨§§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §§¨¨§§¨§§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §§§§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨¨¨§¨§¨§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨¨¨¨§§§§§¨
¨§¨¨§§§§§¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§
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