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¨§§§§¨¨§¨¨ something's  inside  of  me  and  i know §¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§ this  because  of  how   nice  it  feels ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§§¨¨§¨¨§ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ¨¨§§§§§§§§
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§§¨¨§§§§§§ there are brown spots on my  hands. they §§¨¨§§§§§§
§¨¨¨¨§§§§§    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨§§§¨ appearing  again. this is almost erotic. §§§§¨¨§§§§
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§§§§§§¨¨¨¨ there is a spy in my eyes,  installed to ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§¨¨§§§ identify  these  spots and to give me an ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨     appropriate reaction (positive).     ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
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¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨ when i gather  all my willpower, and set ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ it  ablaze   all  at   once,   the  most ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§§¨¨¨¨§§ resistance i can muster is indifference. ¨¨¨¨§§§§§§
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