SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS   BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS  ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN.  THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED  TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND TO  GIVE ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER  ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT   ABLAZE   ALL  AT  ONCE,  THE   MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.