§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§§§¨§¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨                                          §§¨¨§§§¨§¨
§§¨¨¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ something's  inside  of  me  and i  know ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§ this  because  of  how   nice  it  feels ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§ there are brown spots on my hands.  they ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§ appearing again. this is almost  erotic. ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§ there is  a spy in my eyes, installed to ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ identify these spots and  to  give me an ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§     appropriate reaction (positive).     ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§ when i gather all my willpower,  and set ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ it  ablaze   all  at   once,  the   most ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§ resistance i can muster is indifference. ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨