¨§§§¨§§§§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨§§¨¨¨§§                                          §¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨
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§§§§§¨§§§§                                          ¨¨§§§§§¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨§§§§
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§ something's  inside of  me  and  i  know §§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§§¨¨§¨ this  because  of  how  nice   it  feels ¨§¨¨§§¨¨§§
¨§¨¨¨§¨§§§                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§§¨¨§§§¨¨§ ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ¨§§§§§§§§§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§§¨§§§¨§ there are brown  spots on my hands. they §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨    are moving, growing, disappearing,    §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ appearing again. this  is almost erotic. §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§§§§§§§§                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ there is a spy in  my eyes, installed to §¨¨¨¨¨§§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ identify  these  spots and to give me an §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§     appropriate reaction (positive).     §¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨ when i gather  all my willpower, and set §¨§§§§¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨ it   ablaze  all  at   once,   the  most §§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§§¨ resistance i can muster is indifference. ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
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§¨§¨§¨§§¨¨                                          §¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§§§§§§¨§¨§                                          §§§¨§§¨¨¨§
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