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&&&&&,,&&&                                          &&&&&,,,,,
,&&&,,,,&&                                          &&&&,,&&&,
,,&,,&&,,, something's  inside  of me  and  i  know &&&,,,,&,,
&,,,,,,,&& this  because  of  how  nice  it   feels &&,,&&,,,&
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&,,&&&,,,, **************************************** &&&&&&,,,&
,,,,&,,&&,                                          &&&&&,,&,,
&&&,,,,,,, there are brown  spots on my hands. they &&&&,,,,,&
&&,,&&&&&&    are moving, growing, disappearing,    &&&,,&&&,,
,,,,,&&&&& appearing again. this is  almost erotic. &&,,,,&,,,
&&&&,,&&&,                                          ,,,&&,,,&&
&&&,,,,&,, there is a spy  in my eyes, installed to &&,,,,&,,&
&&,,&&,,,& identify these spots  and  to give me an ,,,&&,,,,,
,,,,,,,&,,     appropriate reaction (positive).     &&,,,,&&&,
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,&&&&,,&,, when i gather all my willpower,  and set ,,,,,,,,,,
,,&&,,,,,, it   ablaze  all   at  once,  the   most &&&&&&&&&&
,,,,,&&&&& resistance i can muster is indifference. &&&&&&&&&,
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