¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ something's  inside  of  me  and  i know ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ this  because  of  how   nice  it  feels ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ there are  brown spots on my hands. they ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ appearing again.  this is almost erotic. ¨¨§¨¨§§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ there is a spy in my eyes, installed  to ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ identify these spots and  to  give me an ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨     appropriate reaction (positive).     ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ when  i gather all my willpower, and set ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ it  ablaze  all  at   once,   the   most ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ resistance i can muster is indifference. ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨