SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF  ME  AND  I KNOW 
 THIS   BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS  ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS IS  ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY IN MY  EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS AND TO  GIVE ME  AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER  ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT   ABLAZE   ALL   AT  ONCE,  THE  MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.