i fall asleep  in  the  wrong throat and 
 is not so much  dreaming as being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
           big halls, arcades,            
         filled with characters.          
                                          
 i get  instructions for them, for what i 
 must imagine them doing or  saying. they 
 have  some  agency,  but  not while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my mind,  spoken  from  a god,  or 
              false demiurge.             
                                          
 sometimes i'm too slow and fail  to make 
 them  do   what  i'm  instructed  before 
 time's out, and then they  get punished. 
                                          
 one of  them  got  his vocabulary shrunk 
 down  to  only the word he failed to say 
     (roofs? rufus?), many were just      
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it    all   was   very   stressful   and 
 repulsive.  it felt like a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since