i fall asleep  in  the wrong throat  and 
 is not so much dreaming as being  forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
           big halls, arcades,            
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i get instructions for  them, for what i 
 must imagine  them doing or saying. they 
 have  some  agency,  but not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my  mind,  spoken from  a god,  or 
              false demiurge.             
                                          
 sometimes i'm too  slow and fail to make 
 them  do  what  i'm  instructed   before 
 time's out,  and then they get punished. 
                                          
 one  of them got  his  vocabulary shrunk 
 down to only the  word he  failed to say 
      (roofs? rufus?), many were just     
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all    was   very   stressful   and 
 repulsive. it  felt like a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since