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.&&&....&& ..&&..&...
..&..&&..& #&.....................................& &.......&&
.......... . . ..&&&&&...
&&&&&&&&&. . the dream . &..&&&..&&
&&&&&&&&.. . of being swallowed . ....&....&
&&&&&&&..& . by the beast. . &&&...&&..
.&&&&&.... . . &&..&.....
..&&&..&&. #&.....................................& ......&&&&
...&...... &&&&&..&&.
&&...&&&&. # inside «««««««««««««««« # &&&&......
...&..&&.. . an animal . as if . to be safe &&&..&&&&.
&&........ &&....&&..
...&&&&&&& ..######...###...###. &..&&.....
&&..&&&&&. «:.#### «:.###«:. ####«. ......&&&&
&....&&&.. «:.#### «:.###«:. ####«. .&&&&..&&&
..&&..&... the dream of resting inside another ..&&....&&
........&& animal. thats how it starts, .....&&...
&&&&&&&... «:. with the dream, .:« &&&&....&&
&&&&&&..&& «:.####«:.###«:.####«. .&&..&&..&
&&&&&..... but this time i was curious of where it ..........
.&&&..&&&& was going, &&&&&&&&&.
..&....&&& #:: «««««««««« ::# &&&&&&&&..
&...&&..&& :: «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« :: .&&&&&&..&
..&......& ..&&&&....
&...&&&&.. the first gate is the lips ...&&..&&&
..&..&&... &&......&&
........&& . . to get at the throat. . ...&&&&...
&&&&&&&... &&..&&..&&
&&&&&&..&& to be falling into the water, the .........&
&&&&&....& ocean, the void, but it must be done in &&&&&&&&..
.&&&..&&.. the right way - in a very specific way. &&&&&&&...
..&....... &&&&&&..&&
....&&&&&& ::::«««««««««««:::::::::::::««««::::::: &&&&&.....
&&&..&&&&& :::::::::::::::«: .&&&..&&&&
&&....&&&& ::::::«««::«:::«::::««««:::::::: ..&....&&&
&..&&..&&& ::::::««:::::::::::::: ....&&..&&
........&& ::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::: &&&......&
.&&&&&&..& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's .&..&&&&..
..&&&&.... slow... graceful... but then it gets .....&&..&
...&&..&&& too much and you faint. .&&&......
&&......&. :#:::«::::«:«««««««««««««««::::::: ..&..&&&&&
&..&&&&... ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close ......&&&&
....&&..&. to nature) &&&&&..&&&
.&&....... :#:::«::::«:«««««««««««««««::::::: &&&&....&.
....&&&&&. ::::::::::::: (you will feel very close &&&..&&...
&&&..&&&.. to the beast that is everything) &&......&&
&&....&... :#:::«::::«:«««««««««««««««::::::: &..&&&&..&
&..&&...&& ::::::::::::: (only through its help) ....&&....
......&..& :#:::«::::«:«««««««««««««««:: (very &&&....&&.
&&&&&..... hard to get here without the aid of the &&..&&....
.&&&..&&&. beast) ::: (state where the human is &......&&.
..&....&.. submerged in the animal) ::: :: ..&&&&....
&...&&...& (becoming the animal) ::: (forget &..&&..&&&
..&....&.. everything else) ::: :: (my soul is the ........&&
....&&.... beast's soul) ::: (a sludgy sense of &&&&&&&...
&&&....&&& satisfaction. it's good) ::: (it's &&&&&&..&&
&&..&&..&& good) ::: :: (breathing heavily) ::: &&&&&....&
&........& ::: :: (the two souls will move .&&&..&&..
..&&&&&&.. together) ::: (merge and dissolve) ::: ..&.......
&..&&&&... (collective body) ::: (rearranged and ....&&&&&&
....&&..&& reordered) ::: (the individual is not &&&..&&&&&
.&&....... so important) .&....&&&.
....&&&&&& ...&&..&..
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&&....&&.. ...&&&&&..
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