in my first madness i  gave  names to my 
 made  up patron  saints  and there was a 
 lot of surrounding  beliefs and  i had a 
 reincarnation system all made out  and i 
        started smoking cigarettes        
                                          
                                          
 kin list:                                
                                          
 me - my angsty, depressed,               
      angry little self                   
 musho - likes colours                    
 vidmi - god of forsaken writing          
 implements                               
 naftakin - black cloak and substrate     
            for various made up worlds    
 wanja - actually i don't know this       
         person. something about          
         "leaves"? or is wanja            
         the "final fox"? (kills you)     
 heaven - the world