växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?