växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?